Merry Christmas!

ok.haha.long time ni post.AGAIN.

well.its a very long vacation.cmulan q n lng ang post ko last hertz xmas party.
haha.da hell.it was super duper fun!ung thing p lng na all other sections tpos na tapos kmi kakain pa lang. grabe tlga un.happy.after nun.rutherford 0506 went to rob.saya grabe.na22 p kmi nila karla ng dance revo.at nanalo pa c jm s stacker.
sbrang saya tlga.one more thing.dat day.nagkaroon ako ng oic2re w/ mr.green.. and mr.gray.haha.saya!

and then ruther xmas party,.happy den.swim.swim.tpos nkipgmeet aq s hertz for a while.imagine.c jeremae naglalakad sa kahabaan ng faura nka tshirt na black at naka short shorts.oha.my something kc aq n kylangang ibigay.that's why.tpos my gnawa p kming kagimbalgimbal ni karla.haha.secret lng ng ruther yon.

and then the next days.boring na.except xempre sa xmas.andmi qng gifts.haha.ung iba nga.d q lam kung knino gling kc naman wlang pngalan.anyweis.mraming slamat s lhat.and..here comes another story.

ktext ko c mr.past.ansya kc prang ordinary friends kmi.we talked about everything..and xempre nothing. nagkwento dn xa 2ngkol sa gf nia.hmm.ok.tpos after that my tnanong ang loko.."anu ng nangyari sayo nung wla na tayo?ok k n b?"o db.da hell pare.loko tlga.pero ok lng.bsta.

yan n lng muna.haha.

ANSAYA.

yeah right.

I am sooooo happy this day.
not so for my friends but for me, waw.heaven.

I really am so exhausted.
naman kasi.^&%@) okafor.and ang panget ng dance basta.
pero kaya happy dhil.
tpos na ang p6 at... my nlaman ako.. something na
nakakakilig.khapon, pinag uusapan lang namin ni karla
yon.ngaun.it might come true na.haha.saya.

actuali yun lang.I'll name him gwapo.haha un lang.<3

CHISMIS

CHISMIS

yan ung cnabi ko ky karla..pero not about ibang tao.2ngkol saken.since ilang months nqng d nagpopost at ngaun lang aq nag update.may sasabihin aqng chismis 2ngkol saken.

suot ko ngayon ang GSP tshirt ni mam lava.UNANG dahilan mahal ko si mam lava.2 taon q xang tcher at 95 ang grade q s kanya.pangalawa last time na isinuot q to, first overnight camping ko sa masci.at pangatlo, d2 q nakilala ang long time ex crush ko na c timothy.haha.naalala ko lang bigla.

ngaun naman,since ex crush ko si timo,meron akong crush dati na si coke.haha.ex crush n lang dn xa ngaun bespren ko na rin xa eh.=p.xa c adrian rivera.speaking of adrian,nagseselos ako sa kanya ngaun.naging close kasi kami wala xang love life.ngaun mukang nagkakaroon.ako pa ung bridge nila.grabe.pag nagka2luyan cla, wala n qng someone.basta.adrian.kung saan k masaya dun din ako.drama.

bespren.closefriend.pareho rin kay oliver.nagseselos din ako dun ngaun.ayaw pang umamin.i know naman he still loves his ex.nagseselos din ako kc naging close kami wala dn xang lablayp.ngaun,wala pa rin naman pero lagi naming pinag uusapan.sabi ko nga sa kanya.ayokong magkabalikan kau ni ........ malulungkot ako.d mo na ko gagas2san.pero the truth is..xempre mag aadjust na ko sa kanya.basta.

kasama ko xa kanina.arawaraw na kasi akong nasa rob.un tuloy. xa at si karla kasama ko.pumunta kami ng rob.tpos unisilver.ayokong tumingin kasi...basta.naaalala ko ung bigay ni ........ yan tuloy.pero.wala namang kasalanan si oliver tinukso tukso lang naman ako.gumanti xa kasi nag aasaran kming tatlo.about the ex-es namely fred.xyra.eduard.haha.BULGAR.

ngaun.ang saya sa hertz.wala lng.nung una ayaw ko dito.ngaun parang.basta masaya.andun c jake.anung meron kay jake.wala.haha.obvious.BULGAR.pero totoo.masaya talga khit wala pa dun c jake.=)

karla.kchat ko un ngaun.d 2lad ni oli at adri, d aq nagseselos sau.friends na tau nung married ka.nung divorce ka.at ngaung married ka ulet.walang nagbago saken.mahal pa rin kita.<3

un lang muna.proj naman.

BYE

help.shout.cry. imissyou

antgal na ng nkaraan.. since the last time na nag update ako..

let us start last friday.. karla, peter, jason, clau and I went to KFC para kumain.. masaya, bnabara c clau, twanan.. pero bgo p un, clau, jason at ako unang dmating.. my fourth year n nandun ung nkita nila ako, i heard murmurs.. grabe,

"d b c jeremae yan?"
"uu tama s jeremae yan.."
"claudine xa ba si jeremae?"
"opo xa nga?..."
"ikaw ba si jeremae?"
"opo..."

guess the next question...

"db ikaw ang bgong gf ni ooliver?.."
"O_O"
"hindi po, kybgan ko lang un..."
"e bat lgi kau mgksama, nagsusubuan p kau?"
"po?.. wla un, friends lng.."

pgktapos kong mging "girlfriend ni oliver eto nman....
excerpt lng to s isang usapan..

"jeremae!"
"o bkit?"
"third party k ni kent!"
"huwatttt? sino nagsbi..?"
ung mga 4th yr.. ung my gs2 s knya.."
"d totoo un.. duhh?"

o db, multi tasking.. 2 bf? haha.. nkktwa tlga un.. btw, haha,my bgo akong crush.. pero alam n kagad ng lahat dhil ky cho.. sayang, bka d xa 2magal..

.........................................................................................

pnagtataguan n ako ngaun.. ng dalawang taong importante sken.. nkklungkot isipin.. pero wla n qwng mgagawa.. mlungkot ako.. pero la n tlga ako mggwa..

gs2 ko umiyak pero ubos n luha ko.. ewan.

i nid help.

i want to shout.

i want to cry.

but i can't.

imissyou.

blank days.

feeling: so eager to post . kumakain din ng piattos na sour cream and onions.

August 1 2007.
the last time i did post. hah. August 28 n kaya. grabe mtagal n rin pla. Its not just my blog na inabandon ko.. ksama na rin ang aking friendster and multiply. kasi nman, nacra ung isang computer d2 s bhay so i'm using the other one. eh, bulgar p nman tong comp na to, so un.. laging my bantay, buti n lng nakalusot ako ds time. hah.

nothing important happened except for galaan and studying. ghow! studying un ang nangyari sa ken s physics dahil mababa ako s exam.thank God, pasado.. pero mababa pa rin. nga pla.. ds s d last day of our so called "vacation" haha.. mahaba dn un no. ds august, saksakan s dmi ng vacation.. tpos pag pasok wla dn ung teachers. hooray!

2 weeks n xang d nag oonling.. nagbgo dn xa ng number pero hindi ko alam.. the nerve! pero ok lng.. xa n ang nagtanggal sa ken ng karapatan para makielam s kanya. pero xampre, love and concern is still der.. namimiss ko p rin xa paminsan minsan. surname: PESADO.. wla lng.. sounds like pasado. sana psado ang grades ko..

wla akong balak mag post ng mhaba, pero may sasabihin pa pla ako.

one month na si pete at karla! woot! masaya nman ang buhay ko ngaun.., wlang mxadong problem, ok n rn. kso ung grades, un tlga ang kinatatakutan ko. hindi nman dhil sa self confidence peo.. s p6 lng ako mejo tkot, at dun p lng nman..(yabang) wla n kc s iba.. haha!

at, nagchange n rin pla ako ng layout.. ung ky jio kc, nagkaroon ng cra.. so un. kylangang bguhin. nagkaroon dn ako ng personal blog.. pero d q n nagagalaw, kc, ginagamit ko un pag my sbrang bgat n feeling.. thank GOd, ds past few weeks.. wla p nman. so un. c kent nagpgawa dn.. pero d q alam kung naa update nia.

sna pumaa ako.. hayy..

hay oli..

ewan.

"bakit ba ganyan kayong mga babae?"
--reklamo. gling s knya yan.
"aalis ka rin pla.. sana sinabi mo ng maaga.."
--
"mahal kita, at wala na kong ibang mamahalin tulad ng pagmamahal ko sayo.."
--paninindigan ko yan..


mhine.. mahal pa rin kita.

letters.

feeling: feeling ko corny ako ngaun.. hehe la lng. masakit ang ulo at mata.. haay.. d n nman xa OL.. mis na kita.. mhine!

nako.. wla lng.. i wrote very short letters para dun sa tatlong pnakaimportanteng tao s buhay ko. exception sa family.. xempre. hehe.

o db.. haha. la lng. gwa k rn ng sulat na ganyan. para mbasa nung gs2 mong mkabasa. hehe. masaya.

wla kong gana. masakit ang tiyan at mata at ulo ko. bukas na lng...

d OL c mhine.. tgal n niang d gnalaw friendster niya.. 6 days na ata. hayyy.

MISS NA KITA.

buti wlang mxadong nagbbsa ng post ko.. haha. SAFE.

cge. PAALAM.

namimiss ko c mhine...

feeling: d q maintindihan.

ok lng normal.. nagulat lng ako sa nging reaksyon nya.. d q alam kung.., basta, d ko maintindihan.. may ikukwento ako..

ang storya ni mhine at ni mai.

11years old cla first time nagkita. c mai, nagkgusto kagad ky mhine... kya sobrang crush nya yon. tpos ung pinsan ni mai, kaibigan pla ni mhine. kaya nging magkaibigan cla. sobrang kinikilig palagi c mai pag nkkta nya c mhine.. un ang unang bakasyon ni mai, nung paalis na siya, nagbigay ng sulat c mhine, ang nkalagay..

mag-ingat ka parati. i will miss you & God bless.

sobrang kinilig tlga c mai. 2wing bakasyon ay umuuwi si mai dun kela mhine. kaya lagi cla nagkikita. mula sa pagiging crush, unti unting minahal ni mai c mhine. at nung 13th birthday ni mai noong jan 29 2006, nagtapat din c mhine, at nanligaw siya ky mai. d kinalaunan ay cnagot din ni mai si mhine nung may 4 2006. nging masaya cla preho at iniingatan ng bawat isa ang bawat sandali na magkasama cla.. hanggang sa dumating ang pagsubok. mayroong nagtext ky mhine na nagpapanggap na bf ni mai. sobrang ngalit c mhine. wala namang kaalam alam si mai, dahil si mhine lang tlga ang minahal nia.

lumabas ang katotohanan. pero noong april 15 2007 ay nagbeak din cla, una, dhil sa magulang ni mhine. at pangalawa, dahil iba na ang mahal ni mhine isang babae na nagngangalang grace. sobrang nalungkot si mai. hindi nia alam ang kanyang gagawin. minahal nia ng sobra sobra c mhine. pero nasaktan lang sya.

pinilit niang takasan ang lungkot, pero hindi nya ngawa. nangako si mai. "si mhine lang ang mamahalin ko ng sobra sobra, wala ng iba..." lumuwas ng malungkot sa maynila si mai. hindi nia alam ang gagawin. nakalipas pa ang 2buwan, akala ni mai ay ntakasan na nia ang lahat, ngunit naisip nia na mahal na mahal pa rin nya c mhine at 22parin ni mai ang pangako nia. nlaman ni mhine ang lahat ng nararamdaman ni mai, ngunit hindi alam ni mai ang nararamdaman ni mhine...

sa ngayon, gustong ipaalam ni mai ky mhine na..
mahal na mahal pa rin ni mai ang kanyang mhine.

to be continued.

bulgar...?
hayy ewan. basta. based on true to life story.. nyahaha.

i miss you.

feeling:"oist, miss na rin kita! alam mu ba un?"

oo nga pla.. mejo corny yan dhil puro tungkol ky tooot yan.. kung gusto mo pring bsahin, bhala ka.

haayy.. d xa nag Ol ngaun, sayang, miss na kita. wla nman akong masyadong ipopost ngaun.. ay meron pla. nagkagalit kmi nila peter at karla. nkakainis nman ksi. d nman ako lging nagbibiro no.. lunch nun, ok p ung gnawa ni erinn ksi d nia tlga tnuloy or nilaptan man lng. e2 nmang c peter, akala nag jojoke lng ako, tnuloy nman.. nkakabwisit, d nman sya ung napapahiya sa ibang year. ampf. ngalit na rin 2loy ako ky karla, kasi akala nia joke lng ung cnsbi ko, kya un, nung gnawa na ni peter yon, umalis n q ng canteen. kabwisit tlga. nako.

tpos un, nag sorry si peter pagdting ng math, pero bgo ko pa ptawarin nung math, mkkpgbti na dpat ako ky karla via text. naku, c karla pa, e d ko matiis na mkaglit cla ni cho khit isang araw lng. so un, bati na. tpos s peter, nagtpat na.. haha. "ispesyal ka sken.."--peter, "ispesyal ka rin nman sken eh.."--karla.. sus. haha bulgar.

forwarded quote:

"ang salitang miss ay parte ng salitang
love..
kaya pag miss mo raw ang isang tao, ibig sabihin love mo
xa...
alam mo? i miss you.!"

haayyy.. sna totoo yan. sken kc totoo yan. ewan ko lng ky "mhine". haha. codename. twagan dti yan.

--aymishu mhine!... <3

bago na NAMAN ang layout ko...

feeling: kinikilig...

ang ganda ng araw.. 2nd period pa lng.. grabe na. ahmm, cmulan pla ntin nung fri.. date dpat ng CT un.. kso absent si cho. so, sumama si peter at si tasha at si ainna.. ang saya, andming junior sa rob. haha. andun ang KWAH.. cla dhea un. cla diana nd co. at xempre kmi. ung group date, nging date lng tlga.. maagang umalis si ainna at si tasha.. so kming tatlo lng ang natira sa food court. bibili ako ng fan na my name s 4th floor.. so iniwan ko muna ung dalawa.. kala ko p nman peter take the opportunity to tell karla na.. tooooot. censored. un nman pla. kwentuhan lng. sus. bgal ni peter, 5 mins lng ung fan pero 30 mins akong nawala at naggala sa buong rob. hayy. pero mlalaman din yon nu karla. malapit na.

ung ngayon nman. kinilig ako. dhil sa dalawang bgay. una si ***... pare, crush ko lng yan. paakyat ako. paharang harang. so excuse. nagsori. akyat. gets mo?.. haha. ang nkakahiya at nkakainis na part.. pagdaan ko at pag excuse ko.. "nice ****!!!!" nkakahiya tlga. pero ok na un. ang cute nia. wahaha. sbi pa ni adrian, preho dw cla ng taste s pangalan. haha. pangalan lng. juk!

ung isa namang ikinakikilig ko.. nlaman ko na miss nia na ko.. aww..how touching, kala ko pa naman glit un. d nman pala. nagcomment sya s friendster ko.. e2 ung exact words.. miss na kita!!!! alam mo ba un????? wahaha. pramis.. ang sarap ng feeling. kaso, bigla kong naicp, my ******* na sya. hayyy. kilig pa rin. wag nya sana mabasa to. basta.. sana lagi nya ko namimiss.

isa pa pla, gumawa c jio ng layout ko.. MARAMING SALAMAT JIO! adik ka tlga. ang ganda ng lay out. hayy.. un lng muna.. ang ganda tlga ng araw.

meron pa pla.. cruch ko si sir arcilla.. para sken, mas gwapo xa ky sir Moses.. haha!

ED.. miss na rin kita.. SOBRA!

impeach me. ampf.

ewan.
nacra ang araw ko. my started like a normal one. prang gnun lng. d nman ako late, aus nman ang subjects ko.. and supposedly, d aq magpopost ngaun, kung d lng tlga ako ndala ng emotion.

that was the fourth to the last subject of the day. i thought it would be normal. music.boring. hate it. I sat beside coke,[nga pla.. sus, kalat n kalat n yan]. and then it started. our discussion is about to start, then suddenly, our teacher aborted the presentation, damn, i really like to discuss at that time! and then she told us na next group na ung magpepresent, tpos un.. umupo ako s tbi ni jaycee. at dun nagsimula ang lahat.

"lagi mong kasama yang darwin, linnae at
calvin"
"di mo na kami inicp.."
"jeremae, kylangan namin ng MATINO at RESPONSABLENG
presidente!"
"isipin mo naman kami ni minsan.."
"lagi mo na lang kmi kinocompare s
ruther....."
jeremae:"ha? d ko alam.. anu.. best friend ko un eh...
ewan. basta.. *sob**sob**sob*"

d q tlga inexpect un...
that 2 is one of my closest friends in my class. and it was so disappointing hearing those words from them. i thought they are the ones na mkkaintindi sken dhil kilala ko cla last year pa. and kilala nila ang best buddies ko khit last year pa. hindi ko tlga inexpect ang lahat kaya napaiyak na lng ako. others may think na OA ako, pero grabe ung gnamit na words, at first, i thought it was a joke, pero grabe. grabe talaga. bumaba ang tingin ko sa sarili ko. i felt humiliated. mdaming reason ung tears knina.

d q inexpect na knila manggaling yon. closest ko cla. ewan.
ung mga ruther at trio na wlang kamalay malay, dinamay.
kung anu anong words ang ginamit nila. grabe yon. feeling ko 2loy. wla aqng kwenta.

may mas mallim pa, pero d q n kyang sbhin pa yon. my best buddies, pinaka importante cla saken. lunch at dismissal lng ang tanging panahon ko wid dem, pti b nman yon, ipagddmot pa? RUTHER, sobrang mhalaga sila. cla lng ang nkakaintindi sken. di ko kau icocompare sa ruther kung d ako MAS nasiyahan dun, or MAS NASISIYAHAN pa. nsaktan ako ng sobra knina.. pag dting ko d2 s bhay, chaka ako nag lupasay kakaiyak.

mraming nkakita na umiiyak ako, MOSTLY, RUTHER... nagppasalamat tlga ako s knila... LABYORADER!!!! tpos gnun dn s hertz best buddies ko... at pti dun sa mga d q mxadong close pero nag alala at pnagtanggol pa ko.MARAMING SALAMT HERTZ!!!! at narealize ko n mrami p ring nkakaintindi. grabe prang helpless ako knina.. isa ako, dalawa cla, d aq mkpgslita. ayaw pa nilang ipag alam sa iba. feeling ko tuloy... grabe. sobra.

feeling ko ung pag iyak na yon knina, my iba pang dhilan, dumagdag pa kasi ang problema ko sa kanya... kaya un, maga ang mata.

ewan. naiinis ako. pinaiyak nila ako... leche.

DI NYO KO NAIINTINDIHAN.
SALAMAT SA MGA NAKAKAINTINDI.
ED. BASTA UN NA UN.

wala na talaga.

FEELING: Super dooper corny-drama-hurt-at ewan. wag mo bsahin kasi madrama at corny xa.

wala na talaga.
busy talaga ako ngayung week. ewan, pero khit anung busy ko, naaalala ko pa rn un. ang hirap kalimutan. ewan. nahihirapan pa rin ako, khit nung april 15 pa nangyari un. basta. mahal nia talaga c *******. ang hirap... ngaun tuloy, pti pag eenjoy, nkklimutan ko... last time i watched movie with my friends, parang lutang pa rin ang isip ko gnu man kagwapo c harry potter. tpos, nang iinggit pa si peter at karla. ampf.

kanina.
karla, peter and I went to Rob, dun s National to but something. sumama si karla dhil ky peter, and vice versa...[bulgar]...tpos knina, my gnawa c karla at peter.. haayy, that reminds me of sumthing. naiyak ako dun.. ay, tears lng pla, buti d nhalata nung dalawa. parang gs2 ko mag muve on na parang ayaw ko. nangako kasi ako dati na xa lang mamahalin ko ng sobra soba. wala ng iba. at di ako magmamahal tulad ng pagmamahal ko sa kanya.[corny, pero totoo, pramis!] haayyy.. mhirap. ewan.

kanina ulet.
yun na. alam na ni coke kung cnu xa. naman, buti na lng at friends lng talaga ang pakay ku sa kanya, kundi, bka nhirapan akong kausapin un ngaun. ang gs2 ko lng ay mging close c coke dhil nkakarelate ako s knya. UN LANG.

at si *** naman.
nakakatuwa. basta. ang kyut. haha. ang puge. speechless. ang gling ni cho at peter. wooot!


un na lang muna.



PS.
gago ka ba?
mahal pa kita tanga.... [adopted- oli]

after all, umiiyak p rn pla ko.

tinry kong mejo lakihan ang font... wla lng, ang hirap kasi bsahin pag mozilla ang gmit.

after all, umiiyak pa rin pala ako..

ewan, ds week is just a very wonderful week.. na prang nkalimtan ko n my nkaraan ako, at iniicp ko lng kung anu ung nangyayari ngaun. prang ngaung week na to, nramdman ko n sumaya ako at naicp ko n bka nka move on n nga tlga ako. di ako nkapagpost dito dhil wala akong ilalagay. c "coke" akala ko sa kanya lang ang atensyon ko, at di ko na maalala ung dati.. c *** akala ko lagi lang akong masaya dahil sa kanya.. cla karla at cho, akala ko laging masaya pag kasama ko cla, akala ko di ko na mararamdaman ung dati.. hindi pa rin pala...

dis week, prang nagliwaliw lang ako. naging busy sa assignments. nababaliw sa kung anu anong home work. nagsasaya kasama ng mga kaibigan, nawiwindang sa responsibilities, at kinikilig sa mga crush. akala ko gnun lang plgi. hindi pa rin pla. ngaung wik lng na 'to gumawa xa ng bgong friendster acct. may kakaiba akong nramdaman pero d q pnancn, kasi ayoko ng maramdaman ulit yon.. ayoko nang umiyak ulet. naging masaya pero sa huli hindi pa rin.

last friday, nanood kmi ng HP5, ok na ko s dcxon ni karla, lam ko nman dun xa masaya. and.. eto pa may sasabihin pla ko sa knilang 2 ni jm. "guys, you know that i love you more than anything else in this world. remember that always.. ok?" wla lng, tnanggap at pinapasaya nila ko eh... at mahal ko sila. period.

saturday, umalis kmi ni mama, paranaque. ok lng. ngaung sunday, i had a date w/ my best cousins ant tita. SM dasma. shopping, kain, kwentuhan. mrami akong nlaman, pero d q alam kung m22wa o mamomroblema. tpos, d un nga, sbrang lungkot, nkita ko si jollibee, prang nasiyahan ako na prang ewan. basta. nung nakamayan ko sya, nkalimtan ko ung prob. seryoso ako. cguro nga prang bata, pero 2to un. pramis. :]

NOTE: dont read dis part, mxado nang madrama.

khapon bago ma2log, i stared at the box in my side table. laman nun ung mga memorabilia naming 2, lahat lahat. and then, bglang nagrewind sken lahat. lahat,lahat. simula nung simula hanggang ngayon, ngayon habang titype ko to, umiiyak p rn ako. naalala o kung ganu kasaya lahat ng oras na ksama ko xa, at kung gnu klungkot ung mga oras na alam kong wala na xa s tbi ko. naalala ko kung panu nia ko niloko. at kahit pala anung saya ko ngaun. umiiyak pa rin pala ako. nasasaktan pa rin ako. dahil minamahal ko pa rin xa. at un ang mhirap tanggapin. oo, mahal ko p rn xa. mahal na mahal. kaso iba na talaga mahal niya. at di na ako. dahil feeling ko, never nia kong minahal.

I can still remember yesterday
We were so in love in a special way
And knowing that you love me
Made me feel, oh, so right
But now I feel lost,
don't know what to do
Each and everyday I think of you
Holdin' back the tears
I'm trying with all my might
Because you've gone and left me
standin' all alone
And I know I've got to face
tomorrow on my own
But baby
Before I let you go
I want to say I love you
I hope that you're listenin'
'Coz it's true, baby, oh yeah
You'll be forever in my heart
And I know that no one else will do
So before I let you go
I want to say "I love you"
I wish that it could be
just like before
I know I could've given you
so much more
Even though you know
I've given you all my love
I miss your smile, I miss your kiss
Each and everyday I reminisce
'Coz baby it's you
that I'm always dreamin' of

Letting love go is never easy
But I love you so
That's why I set you free
I know someday, somehow
I'll find a way
to leave it all behind me
Guess it wasn't meant to be
But baby

ewan ko.. ang hirap. hindi ko talaga alam.

50th post. lol.

If you can't be with the one you love, love the one you're with

If you love something, set it free; if it comes back it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was.

The magic of first love is the ignorance that it can never end.

You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back.

Tis better to have loved and lost Than never to have loved at all.

The way you love anything is to realize it might be lost.

It's easy to fall in love. The hard part is finding someone to catch you.

I love you, not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.

quotes yan pare.

malandi lang ngaun ang utak ko kya gnyan.. namiss q ng sobra c coke.. d q kc nkausap ng mtagal o nkasama ng mtagal un ngaun, unlike oder days, cguro, problemado un ky *****, nag iicp ata. ewan. kya prang mejo namiss ko un.. d rn kc mxadong nangulit eh, kya un. nako, kng pwede lng sbhin n.. "hoy, namimiss kita! lumapit k nga!" kso d p gnun kakapal ang muka ko... ewan. miss q tlga un loko.

grabe, lalo n knina.. ktbi nia c "girl clasm8#1" kng mag usap sbrang dkit eh! grabe.. nako tlga. lumapit lng ata un nung dun kmi s bordner, mangungulit uli, kso pnapsok n kmi.. hayy.. mahal ko ung lokong yun.. d 2lad ng pagmamahal nia ky *****, o pagmamahal ko ky ed.. bsta prang.. ewan. un n un.

NOTE: ang next part ay mejo madrama.

anung kinalaman nung quotes s taas.. wla lng mejo related.

ung una..If you can't be with the one you love, love the one you're with, mhalin mo kng cnu ung nsa tbi mo, d ung taong minahal mo nga, iniwan k nman. If you love something, set it free; if it comes back it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was. ewan, wla lng.. common n yan eh... at feeling ko, totoo nman tlga. The magic of first love is the ignorance that it can never end. cguro nga. first love, umaasa k n xa rn ang last, pero kraniwan, first lng tlga xa at d xa ang forever. at dhil nga first, sobrng nagppktanga k. at un ung masaya s first love. kya nga un4gettable un eh., You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back. isa png uri ng katangahan. minsan hindi k nagbbgay ng chance s srili mo 2 love other. kc iniicp mo n bblik xa, or dhil antgal mong magluksa s isang nkalipas. tip lng, d mo cgurado lhat, kya mging cgurista khit papano, wag mo ibgay lhat, dhil lging icpn, khit cnu p ang kasama mu ngaun, d p xa ang FOREVER. tis better to have loved and lost Than never to have loved at all. actuali, prang pampalubag loob lng yan, pra d k msaktan mxado. LOL. The way you love anything is to realize it might be lost. maganda, ang hirap nga lng iexplain. It's easy to fall in love. The hard part is finding someone to catch you. How can something so wrong? Feel so right all along. Catch me I’m falling for you.. haha. LOL. I love you, not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. ewan, kakornihan... wla lng.

ang post n to, dpat nung khapon p.. kya un, mejo tnatmad n q magtype dun s taas..kya un. gnto n nman ang pmumuhay ko.. haha. friday ngaun, supposedly, date w/ karla pero hindi lng un ang sumthing special ngaun araw na to.. president of each class:required to attend the blessing of demo room and library at 630 am. san k nman dun, 6 aq ngicng tpos 640 aq ppsok, tpos ngaun.. amf., ewan.. so pgpsok q n sbrang aga, nsa quad n kagad lhat. feeling q 2loy late n q khit ang aga p. pila kagad, bti pnaalalahanan aq ng clasm8s q 2 go to that demo class sumthin.. so un, drecho ako.. ang gnda nung demo room, pra akung pmasok s private school, andming fan, 2 aircon, at pc w' internet. ansya! library ang ganda rn, maaliwalas, nagliliwanag. tpos nun, baba n kagad s quad.. mass.. ang ganda ng hertz, wlang pila.. ktbi q cla cho..


NOTE: d tpos ang post nito dhil sa sakit na katamaran....

14 months n dpat.

14 months n dpat kmi..
kso, un nga, nputol. sayang.. ewan.. iniisip ko p rn yon hanggang ngayon, ksi miss ko n.. ewan, khit papano naiisip ko p rn yon hanggang ngayon, parang, sinaktan k na't lhat, mahal mo p rin... xet, ang lalim.. d q alam.. basta. Andmi n kcng nagbgo, lastyir, gnitong araw, andmi kong nttangap n kung anu ano... ngayon ni isa, wla n akong ntatanggap. Isa pa, its not the material things i'm receiving nman eh, dti kc, khit d q un mkita lam ko iniicp p rn ako nun... pero ngayon... i doubt. iba n tlga lhat. ibang iba n. 4 uli ngayon, badtrip pa.. 4th group kmi s eng.. pang apat kming magppresent s physics, 4th place uli kmi s physics.. 4 ung yelo dun s ininom ko.. at kung anu ano pa.. halos lhat ng my kinalaman s numbers ngaun araw na to.. 4 ang lumalabas.. nkkbwict un..

my nrinig aqng usapan...
"ui, ......" (ung dots, d q nrinig...)
"bkt crush lang nman ahh"
"....."

lam mo kng cnu un?.. ako alam ko, at d q sasabihin...
reaction: hindi ko alam.. kung mlulungkot o masisiyahan.. pero, wla nman ako kraptan para mlungkot, d nman kc kmi.. masisiyahan? cguro.. uhmm ok lng.. at pnapasaya lng tlga ako nung taong yun.. di namn ako umaasa dun kc, iba mhal nun.. c..... ckret. mhahalata. alam nman nia ata n xa c coke eh.. at sa pagkakaalam ko, nasabi ko na s knya un.. ewan..

cguro s araw na to, my nangyari dng nkktwa, nkk2wa at masaya... (magkakaiba un..) late ako knina.. akala ko, badtrip, un pla mganda.. ktapat ko lng nman c *** kso c jon lumipat s tbi ko, so atras c ***, tpos, c cho, lumipat dn, so un atras ulit xa, pero at least, pag magkausap kmi ni cho nkkta q p rn xa... haha:), anu p b ung isa?.... meron n kong official list ng mga lalake ko.. c dj, jedd, kris, xander, andre, peter, adrian, at mlapit n c benjie.. hehe.. tpos kmi ni adri, kso wla lng un.. ang panget ng number eh... 4?

uhmmm.. un lng mna.. wla n...

masaya n ko. okey n un.

nttkot n ku magpost. haha. wla lng. wla n. wla n tlga. gnito un...



"mae.. sori..."

"baket.."

"naalala mo si *****, ung cnabi q khapon?"

"d q inaakala na magiging gnun..."

"wla akong mgagawa.. masaya k eh.. ge, uwi na ko..."



ambilis.. c karla ung nagalit nung tym n un.. ngulat ako, bat gnun ung reaction ko... eh kung dun nman tlga xa masaya eh, wala ako mgagawa.. kaya un, bti, ktx q c karla, my napaglabasan ng sama ng loob. preho kmi.. s mraming bgay. kaya mahal ku un eh.. ibabaling ko n tlga atensyon ko s iba. s studies, responsibilities at ky coke.. juk lng.. msaya n ko ky coke, khit lam ko iba gusto nun, msaya lng ako pag ksama/kausap ko un. pero d nman ako umaasa dun eh.. kng gs2 ni, edi okey.. kung ayaw, okey dn.. bsta

yoko n umulit dun s isa. magmamahal n lng ako kng cnu my gs2.. bsta. prang nrinig ko n yon dti eh.. bsta...

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badtrip aku...

friday na ulet...
gala na ulet...
khapon, dmi ytang d n2loy..
c jedd, n klabanin c _____.. c adrian, my sasabihin dw.. jollibee nmin ni karla, at usapang siryus nmen ulet ni karla.. paglalaro ni xander, paglalaro ko.. pupunta aku ng national.. at.. d q alam, un lng naaalala ku eh.. ung s paglalaro ni xander, d nia mgawa kc d nia kya saktan c _______, same thing w/ me..ung samen ni karla kc umuwi kmi agad.. ky jedd nttkot dw xa.. c dri, d q dn alam.. pagpunta q ng national d n2loy kc lumabas kmi ni ed.. at un n un.. badtrip aku khapon eh.. ewan, bmawi s last part ng araw, dhil ky coke, at ky ed.. mga lalake ko.. hehe:)

d q n ikkwento ung 2ngkol ky coke kc bka maobvious.. kilala nman yata nia n sya un eh.. kng badtrip aku khapon, mas badtrip aku ngaun.. start ng araw, nsa pila aku ng boys dhil s "napakaayos" n pila ng girls at nung bags dhil dun, ktabi ko ung "bespren" ni karla.. (peace out!), d q npaxerox ung papel dun s english, tma ung sgot q s physics d nman aq tnatwag..(babaw nman.. T_T) chem, d aq nkikinig muntik n kming mhuli nila xander, math, d ntapos ung sw(babaw ulet..) hr, auditor aq ng gabay ng wika.. (haha, masaya pla un, ang inaasam ko eh level rep lng, pero auditor aku, salamat s mga port, terd, at sekend yir na bumoto sken..hehe :D) Lunch, sbrang nagmadali dhil s miting.. SS, kulang ang report.. pero okey na rin.. arts, tma ung illustration okey na rin.. Fil, wla nman..(selos portion lng.. ampf..) THE, d q ngawa ung stitch, ABR, dmi nmeng kulang.. clean up time, c karla, d nkapag audi, pero nging masaya kmi sa date nmen eh.. hehe actuali, dun q nlaman n karla and I-MEANT TO BE FRIENDS dmi nmeng similarities, cmula dun s mga gago, hanggang s ngaun, xet, prehong preho.. tpos nun uwi, salamat sa mama ni karla..at s knya n rn..:D

6:30 n.. lbas ulit with ed.. yoko ikwento lhat e22 n lng.
bnura ko ang conversation namen ni karla dhil delikado.. haha.
kng gs2 nio mlaman, tnungin nio n lng ako...

ahh.. badtrip tlga un.. ewan q s knya.. **che, bwicit, argghh.. prang ewan. bsta, bwicit ulit. hmp.

c coke nman badtrip dn un.. mejo ok.. pero badtrip ulet, sana msaya n q ulet bkas, s sunday o sa monday.. *sigh*

badtrip.. T_T

still.. thinking.

d dapat aq magpopost ngaun eh.. kso nkita q s imeem ung 2 kanta, nxt tym ko ipopost... masaya ngayon.. nkasama ko c coke :D hehe lagi naman eh, problemado pa aq dun sa isa.. pero at least, ako ay..

masaya..=)

nag-iisip pa rin...

friday p last post ko tama?

busy n kasi, kaya d maxado makapgpost..

mejo gc eh.. MEJO lng. haha. ruther reunion nung friday, hertz gala nung saturday.. suppose to be, practice un, eh, nagkalabuan dhil dun s boys. ganito kac yon, my practice by nine, umalis aq ng bahay ng nine thinking n pagdting q ng paco park, my tao n, since wla p, nagjollibee mna aq ksama q c ard. tpos nagdtingan n c clasm8s.. cla pete, dhea, bevs, pauline.. tpos ung ibang boys nsa PCA. naglalaro.. [magaling.. hmp!] so punta kmi ng PCA, pagod n q nun, so balak q, magstay n mna.. eh walk out drama c bevs.. d q alam kng susunod aq.. kac andun p c pete at pauline.. tpos usap kming tatlo..

"kung magwawalk out lng cla wla taung mgagawa.."
"oo nga emae.., anu n ggwin nten..?"
"gani2 n lng, tutal gs2 nila maglaro, bhala cla, magbbgay n lng aq ng time.."
"waw. understanding!"
"g***, pntahan mo cla bevs dun.. pagod n q.."

so un, lmapit c jaycee, cnabi ko ung ggwin.. ok nman daw, phinga konti, blik s paco park, kwentuhan.. kwentuhan.. dmating dn cla, pero nonsense, dmating man cla, wla p ring nangyari, prang lumipat lng cla ng place para maglaro ng basketbol. kainis. tsk. =

so, kwentuhan at kodakan ang nangyari, kng may practice man, wla p rn.. 2 o'clock n. kylangan umuwi. iniwan aq nung ksabay qng portyir, iniwan dn aq ni karla so, c adrian ang ksabay q.. (macpag yan, gs2 p maglaro bago umuwi =.., d nman aq mxadong naglalaro kaya un, lrt agad.) kwentuhan ulit. mejo matagal, pero nkauwi rin. masaket ulo q pag uwi.. ayoko n ikwento ung susunod n nangyari.

sunday n. pmunta c ed s bhay, usap-usap. naging masaya, pero ds time d n q cgurado. gus2 niang ibalik ulet lhat, ok lng. maghiging masaya, naiilang n aq s knya, parang, magiging msaya pag bmalik lhat pero aq, tkot n. prang d n tlga aq cgurado, 100% p rn nman kso, sobrang ntatakot n q. ol ds time n wla xa, bnaling q atensyon q s iba. pnilit qng mging masaya khit mhirap. tpos, ngaun...

ewan.ewan.

nung nag-usap kmi ni adri, prang related, mejo lng nman, ang pagkakaiba, nag iicp c adri, c ed hinde..

monday. mejo mdameng assignments, kaya d q n inalala ung mga nangyari. pero astig ang girls, my hartrab n cla, wla p ngang one month..haha. oo nga pala, bday ni francis, kaya ky francis, BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY. 15 p lng yan, portyir n. choir yan, maganda boses eh,. swerte girlfriend. haha. nagkausap uli kmi ni dri, ym lng, xet, related tlga, para kcng, ewan ang hirap explain.. kaya msarap kausap un c dri, nkakarelate aq. haha.

tuesday n. pambungad ng umaga c francis. xa ung nagbeat, nsa pila nman aq ng linnae, trip trip, ang calvin kase, nsa pila namen, kaya magulo. w8 oo nga pla.. HERTZ!!! issue, may gs2 c DJ ky jeralyn.. haha. wla lng, nanglalaglag haha. nanghina aq s subjects after lunch. i wasn't able to eat my lunch =( dmi ginawa, hilong hilo n aq s ABR, bti gnicng aq ng pangungulit ni arnan at jake. un mejo nagicng. uwian n. andming mascian s lrt. nkaka2wa. ang ingay, mlungkot lng kc aq unang bumaba. ampf..

nsabi q n b n bnabling q atensyon s iba? oo un n un. d nman s ginagmit q lng ung taong un, pero i admit. MEJO nagseselos aq s knya.. pag un ang cnasbi nya.. pero uki n rn un, masaya aq pagksama ko sya, nkakalimtan qng mag icp 2ngkol ky ed pag magkausap kmi, aus n un, kesa nman, nbabaliw aq kaiicp dun s isa. pero ayoko rn nmang umasa s knya, prang ewan. bsta msaya aq pag ksama ko un. itago nten xa s pangalang "coke".. haha, aus, my code name p.

cge d2 n lng.

gudnayt at aylabyo.

=)

happy but tired.

masaya.

these past few days, d aq nkpg post dhil s pgod. d aq nkk2log ng maaga. pnakamaagang 2log q n ang 1230, un, puyat. sobrang puyat, ngaun lng aq nka2log ulet. wla n qng maxadong irerecall for the days n d aq nkpgpost, wlang nangyaring maganda. siguro ung mejo naaalala ko lng ung ikkwento q.

khapon, d q ksabay c karla umuwi, sinusundo kc xa pag thursday. so, c jason lng ksama ko. pagbaba s vito cruz, kmain kmi dun s "EGG.... something", d q n maalala eh. masarap ung kwek-kwek dun. pagktpos uwi.

un, eto n. masaya knina. dmatng aq s skul, kmanta ung calvin, ok n sna eh. kso d nman mxado nrinig ung voice, sayang, posturang postura p nman cla. mtagal ung klase, inaabangan q kc ung homeroom period, para wla aq s klase. at dhil ayoko magklase. hayy. homeroom period n dn. all first three officers kylangan s audi. vote.vote. un, forum n. kawawa ang first year, npagkaisahan cla, pero cguro nman tma lng un, cla dn ang my ksalanan, d nman namen cla ginegeneralze eh, pero s batch lng nila nkkta un, kaya cla tlga. akalain mo b nman, pati ang SSG Vice Pres. n c Bonry dorado minura! Ang pagkakakwento niya,

nabunggo ako nung first year, xempre nag sori ako.
nawindang ako nung cnabi nyang ayos k ah!
PI mo!

waw. tma b nman un, wla n clang respeto.knina 2loy namukadkad n naman ang bunganga ko kakatalak. haha kawawa tlga freshies. aww.un, masaya nman. wla c okafor, sbi ng higher years normal n dw un. so tpos nun, fil, sabayang bigkas. kmusta nman ang uy kilig factor namin? haha. d kmi pmasok s THE at ABR, kmi lng nila adri, jake, dhea, kat, at marami png iba.nagpintura kmi ng M-12 w/c is our lovely homeroom, kaso nman twice or thrice lng namin nagagamit un no. buti pang fourth year, 4 days a week. amf. d nmin natapos pag paint, nxt wik n lng ttpucn. masaya hbng nagawa dun, pnagttripan nila ang precdnte nila. amf. aq lng dw ang d nanglibre s lhat ng officer n nandun. g*** tlaga mga un.

after nun, club fair n. at first, nasa icp ko gabay lng, kc dun n tlga aq, at officer aq dun. kso dmami, nadagdag ung STEP-YECS, YMCA, Research, Techno, PION, ATOMOS, KOS,GSP,MATH, COMSOC at GABAY, all in all, 11 clubs lng nman. gudlak sken. nkk2wa cla. kng anu anong freebies at stamp ang ibbgay nila sau, merong lobo, yema, at ung isa, according to francis, ay kiss daw. hmf. andming clubs, nkk2wa nman. in short, sobrang dumi ng braso ko knina dhil s dmi ng stamp n nkuha ko. ang hirap p tanggalin. nagpnta muna aq ng astral bgo umuwi kaya ang dugyut ko.

astral. RUTHER, miss ko n kau, sobra!! ansaya s astral, ultra-mega super duper saya! nmiss ko tlga cla. ung ibng pic, bkas n lng, ok?..

namiss ko clang lhat! lalu n ang trio. aylabyo guys!

tpos nun, uwi kmi ni karla, nkita p nmin c adri. masaya. haha.

bsta, masaya aq ngaung araw n ito.

boredom

NOTE: ang post na ito ay resulta ng boredom. wlang blak ptamaan o saktan.

hay.

ako si jeremae de guzman. 14 years old, at kasalukuyang walang magawa sa buhay. Nagaaral ako ngayon sa Mataas na Paaralang Pang-Agham ng Maynila. Boring sa Paaralang ito pero masaya(ikaw na bahala umintindi.) Masaya, lalu na pag malakas ang tama ng teacher at pag sumasabay ang kabaliwan ng estudyante s teacher nia. Boring naman pag ang alam lng sbihin ng teacher eh yung laman ng lesson plan nia.(di na ko magmemention ng pangalan). Ginagawa ko ang basurang ito habang nasa **. Di boring ang klaseng ito, nakakatuwa nga eh. Kaya ko to ginawa ay dahil wala akong magawa habang nagrereport ang isang kaklase. Kinuha nia kasi ang notebook ko kya wla akong masulatan. At! ginawa pa niyang scratch. Well, ok lang nman n gwin nyang scratch yun dhil muka nman yong bsura. (kahit papano malinis un, ung likod lng..)

natapos ang boring na report. nagalit c teacher. so, sermon.sermon.sermon. tawa.tawa.tawa. aus magsermon ang teacher na un di mo alam kung seryoso o hinde. kung tatawa ka o ccmangot o iiwas ng tingin dhil sa laki ng mata nia.nag sermon sya ng nagsermon. kmi? tumawa, huminto. tumawa, hinto ulet.

umuwi na kmi ni karla. nag-usap. nag-usap. madamdamin ang pnag-usapan nmin. mamaya n dhil bka mwalan aq ng gana.dumaan ako ng NATIONAL BOOKSTORE (taft ave.,). di sapat ang pera ko, blik s bhay. mlapit lng nman bhay ko kaya mlakas ang loob kong bmalik dun. naging trapik ang daan. may nkita aqng estudyante, trapik, tinry nyang tpikin ung kbilang sasakyan. para syang tanga. di nia alam na baka maputol ang kamay nia don. pero wla aqng mggwa, un ang gs2 nia. pagkauwi sa bhay, nagplit lng, blik s NB. tpos. humarap na aq s kompyuter. at gmawa "kunyari" ng asayments.

SERYOSO. ngayon?. natatakot ako. kinakabahan ako. nasisiyahan ako. nagagalit ako. nalilito ako. hindi ko alam. GAGO KA ED! peste. d q alam. gs2 qng bmalik pero ayaw ko. mahal ko pa sya pero ayaw ko na. naguguluhan ako. tama n. tama n

totoo k! in english, FACT YOU

haha.

kktpos q lng mbasa ang "Paboritong Libro ni Hudas" by Bob Ong.haha. andmi kong n22nan. like, ipis, utot, trip s baguio at about God. actually mrami png iba eh. nkktwa, tlga. pero bkit nkktwa? i guess, dhil nag ssbi xa ng totoo. i min, nkktwa kc reality ung nkasulat s libro nia. in short, nttwa tau s rili nten. nkktuwa nga c bob ong kc mlawak ang pag iicp nia. nkkta nia ung mga bgay n pwd nman nting mkita kso nagbubulag-bulagan tau. kaso nga lng, my mga part n kalokohan tlga.. tulad nung title,..

minsan my halo ring kbas2san ung libro ni bob ong.. mejo, kso ok n rn.. reality dn nman un.

TOO MUCH for that topic. let's change.

the 20 facts about emae is still in process. ung fiction type story ay d p rn tpos.. next time n lng.. tnatmad p q at kulang s oras.. kinausap ni niya c pedro at c karla.. d q alam. ayaw q nang ibalik p lhat. pagod n q. d q n kkyanin pag nangyri uli lhat un. nttkot n q. hindi q n alam. pero. i admit. mahal q p xa. prang khit anu gwin q, xa p rn. gs2 qng ibalik pero nttkot aq. pagod aq. gs2 qng magpahinga pagktapos ng lhat ng un. hindi ko alam. hindi ko alam.
<*drama*>

as much as possible, ayoko nang pag-usapan lahat un. okey n q eh. 2matawa n q. ayokong umiyak ulit. ayokong maalala n niloko nia lng aq. tama n lhat ng un. okey n. (ang panget ng background song, "Sana Maulit Muli" by gary and Kyla..o db.. kya nga with matching tears ang post n to.) ang panget ayoko n pag usapan. tama na.

mdaming test bkas.. nwalan n q ng gana para mag iba ng topic. sabi sayo eh. pag un ung pinag usapan.. un n un.. sunod n kanta.. heaven knows ni jed madela.badtrip.
<*iyak*>
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i admit. MAHAL ko p sya, pero ayaw ko n. nsasaktan lng aq pg iniicp q xa. d 2lad dti, sobrang saya. umaasa p q, khit alam kong wla n. at ang isa png fact n d q mtanggap, "d q kyang d xa mhalin." shet. ayoko ng gnito kc ang korni. pero ito ung lumalabas. Lord, help me. I'm drowning. next song, hiling by jayr siaboc.

tanging ikaw lamang ang aking iibigin..
wlang ibang hiling kundi ang yakap mo't halik.
Hindi malilimutan, mga araw natin
Kay sarap balikan
At lagi mong isipin, walang ibang mahal
Kundi ikaw

oo, umaasa p rn ako. at un ang d q matanggap ang mlamang umaasa p rn aq... at mlamang mahal q p xa.

masakit.sobra.

crap.crap.crap

mabuhay!.

haha, new layout n nman, wla lng, trip trip. currently listening to "magbalik" by callalily.. ganda nman nung song. prang its about, a relationship. ung isa sumuko n. ayaw n. pero ung isa, khit iwanan n at lhat, mtibay p rn. kinda related. kso nga lng, in a different way. mtibay p rn aq. pero ayaw qng crain ang bhay q. pero at least. db? tpos yan. cool off n ung 2gtog. ok, mganda. c yeng ung kmanta eh. and wen i say yeng, it mins "beautiful" haha. this little yeng really made her way to stardom. mgaling xa eh. composing and singing. mrami png susunod n kanta. i tunes yan eh.. puro pero favorite q n ung susunod. haha. okay. heaven knows n. mganda. xet.. *tears* haha, lam ni karla yan..

skool stories mna.. msaya. hertz. mganda kc, wla p nmang away, united lhat. and as president of that class. masaya kc wlang issue s section.(syempre, 2ndwik p lng eh!) wla c mam correa.. rejoice! pero my activity.. naabutan nmen berze dun. tpos, blin-blin para s ggwin nmen den.. okay n! psok s rum.. dun cla oliver.. tpos announcement for activity.. c oli, umalis ng rum andun n kmi. hbang nag aanounce, pause mna. usap ky oli, tpos, bye, tpos *kiss*. haha anung uri ng precdente yan? friendly kiss lng nman yon. normal.. pgktpos nun, gala time. kc friday=gala.. LOL

gala stories. pnta kmi kela xander. lrt. bmaba kmi ng blumentritt. grabe pag baba, as in wow! totoo tlga ung nsa tv, kwen2han and everything, nakakakaba, as in. kala nmen dun tlga c xander, indi p pla.. sakay p ng isang jeep. tpos, xander's haus n. thimik ung place nila, ibang iba dun s bnabaan nmen from lrt. ang mga ksama pla, karla, fonce, kent, verl, peter, xander at ako.. kain.kain. laro.laro.kwentuhan... masaya haha. and one more thing is dat nkarating aq dun ng 30 lng ang pera! nkauwi p q! haha.. mis q n ruther, sna my reunion next fri s astral... *miss*

issues. bwict dpat nung isang araw p to eh.. ngaun n lng.. haha..
fuck..

okay.
happy independence day s pilipinas... traffic s my city hall. well i don't care d nman aq dumadaan don. amf. wat is amf? according to dwight, shortcut ng ampota.. hehe. alam q n un, gs2 q lng icngit kc ung iba, d alam meaning nun.. according to my past sections, I'm the master of last minute presentations.. kc, pg aq ang leader at pinlano ang isang presentation, prang wla lng moderate.. simple. indi nman always pero most of the times gnun.. pero pag ang isang presentation, last minute gnawa, khit nung isang linggo p gnawa, successful.. hehe at un ang gnawa q knina.. not really presentations. but with assignments, review at kng anu p. ung chem, s chem lng aq nag review above the passing p.. hehe swerte..

ung assignments, gnun lng dn, mdalian. perfect p... okay. ma n pag yayabang. I know not all the people n minemention q d2 ay nbabasa q, so i'm really brave..(konti..) to name names.. past few days, i've been chatting with few ppol s fourth year.. and, the heck. they still thinks n gs2 q p ung alaga nila.. namen.. shetness.. nkakainis.. minsan 2loy gs2 qng ipabsa s knila ung buong blag ko.. amp. mrunong p cla sken. leche. well, d nman aq mamatay dun. wag n lng clang pancnin. period.

i kept on testing my former "him" no replies.. anu ng nangyri dun.. (oopss im not refering to the mascian.. its my x ok?)

------------tpos n...----------------------------

hala, pnap2gtog n ung samson. mganda tlga un! prang they translated the samson-delilah story to modern times wherein, mahal tlga nila ung isa't isa. i'll be posting my own point of view to this song, prang fiction something un.. tpos 20 facts about emae.. haha nxt tym n ha! 2log n q..

astalabyebye!!

magic flakes.

i'm currently eating magic flakes..LOL
i think that's why..
ok.. uhmm..

last friday, karla, cho and I supposed to have a date.kso wla n qng pera dat day, kya naicp qng wag sumama.bti n lng super generous ni cho and nilibre nia q.. haha (mabait tlga xa..) so, natuloy p rn kmi, ksma p nga c kirstie and loji. we went to SM Manila, dpat picture kmi eh, kso, ngutom so un kain mna... kain s food court.. kain.kain.kain. tpos nun... kwento.kwento.kwento. we went der at 3o'clock tpos, 5 n kagad.. nagkayayaan umuwi.. so un uwian n! s aming 5, c cho and loj lng ung ppntang north bound.. but cho wil tke the jeep wyl loji, lrt. so un lrt kmi s central station. haha. first time. kya mejo nanibgo kmi dun s station.

obviously, mas mlaki tlga ang central, un ata ang main station eh, ksama nmin c loji hanggang s pgbli ng card, tnuruan nia kmi, ahihi.. karla, kirstie and i n lng ang ntira.. tpos karla and i.. bmaba n c kirstie s UN eh.. un, pag uwi, rest.rest.rest.. wla nman kcng psok s monday eh...

uhmm, tpos khapon, my tita and I went to sm harrison, and bought shoes, supplies and then eat. we also visited my ate n nagwowork s max's as SV.. my nkita aqng mascian, alam q mascian kc familiar ung muka, pero d q xa kilala personally. ngulat nga aq wen he (its a he) smiled at me.. i don't know wat to react. so, smile lng dn..

last friday, i post all my favorite song, lalu n ung samson, ganda tlga nun, and my favorite part eh ung..

"you are my sweetest downfall..."

why? ask me personally and i'll tell you. masaya nman ngaun, cover n lng ng nb's and papicture bkas for the 1x1 pic. other years? these past few days, lgi qng nkakausap c kuya ronniel, francis and kuya maki... ksma n rn c ate nika and michelle n graduate n. uhmm c kuya ronniel ung nkakausap at nkkbruan all the time n nkkslubong q. c francis nman, d q kinukuya kc 14 lng un, he's turning 15 on the 25th.. d kmi nag uusap plagi ng personal, s ym lng cguro or friendster. c kuya maki nman, pag nag memeet.. pero d gnun kdalas 2lad ky kuya ronniel.uhmm about the graduate, s blogs lng..

bti n lng wlang psok bkas, relax.. happy independence day s pilipinas! nd hapi father's day s lhat ng fathers, pti s father q.. hehe labyo pa! khit nsa langit k n! hehe

you are my sweetest downfall

normal day. nothing extraordinary.

before anything else., i want to share my 10 most favorite songs..
**italized parts are my favorite..

SAMSON
-Regina Spektor

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth
I have to go, I have to go
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson went back to bed
Not much hair left on his head
He ate a slice of wonder bread and went right back to bed
And history books forgot about us and the bible didn't mention us
And the bible didn't mention us, not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the stars came fallin' on our heads
But they're just old light, they're just old light
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson came to my bed
Told me that my hair was red
Told me I was beautiful and came into my bed
Oh I cut his hair myself one night
A pair of dull scissors in the yellow light
And he told me that I'd done alright
And kissed me 'til the mornin' light, the mornin' light
And he kissed me 'til the mornin' light

Samson went back to bed
Not much hair left on his head
Ate a slice of wonderbread and went right back to bed
Oh, we couldn't bring the columns down
Yeah we couldn't destroy a single one
And history books forgot about us
And the bible didn't mention us, not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first


**uhmm.. ganda nian eh.. meaningful p... dedicated to "X" hehe >:|

HEAVEN KNOWS
-Carol Banawa

He’s always on my mind
From the time I wake up
Till I close my eyes
He’s everywhere I go
He’s all I know
Though he’s so far away
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now he’s gone
I’m still holding on
So tell me, where do I start
‘Coz it’s breaking’ my heart
Don’t want to let her go

CHORUS:
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
‘Coz heaven knows

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love him
You’ve got to set him free
And if he returns in time
I’ll know he’s mine
But tell me where do I start
‘Coz it’s breaking my heart
Don’t want to let her go

Repeat chorus except last line

BRIDGE:
‘Coz heaven knows
Why I live in despair
‘Coz wide awake or dreaming
I know he’s never there
And all the time I act so brave
I’m shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so?


**all about moving on.. mxadong madrama, pero ang ganda.. kakaiyak? cguro minsan..


HILING
-Jay-R Siaboc

Nag-iisang pag-ibing ang nais makamit
Yun ay ikaw
Nag-iisang pangako na di magbabago
Para sa ‘yo

[Refrain]
San ka man ay sana’y maalala mo
Kailan man asahan, di magkalayo

[Chorus]
Tanging ikaw lamang ang aking iibigin
Walang ibang hiling kundi ang yakap mo’t halik

Hindi malilimutan, mga araw natin
Kay sarap balikan
At lagi mong isipin, walang ibang mahal
Kundi ikaw

Malayo ka man ay sana’y maalala mo
Kailan man pangako, di magkalayo

[repeat Chorus]

[repeat Refrain]

[repeat Chorus 2x]

Tanging ikaw lamang ang aking iibigin

**aww.. don't want to explain. FUCK

I WANNA GROW OLD WITH YOU
-Adam Sandler

I wanna make you smile,
Whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
All I wanna do,
Is grow old with you

I'll get you medicine,
When your tummy aches.
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
It would be so nice,
Growin' old with you

I'll miss you, kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you.
I'll even let you hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink
Oh I could be the man,
Who grows old with you

I wanna grow old with you.

**xet. favorite.. he wanna grow old with her. DAMN. FUCK

ON BENDED KNEE

-Boyz 2 men

Darling I, I can't explain,
Where did we lose our way,
'Girl it's driving me insane.
And I know I just need one more chance,
To prove my love to you.
And if you come back to me,
I'll guarantee,
That I'll never let you go.

CHORUS:
Can we go back to the days
Our love was strong.
Can you tell me how
A perfect love goes wrong.
Can somebody tell me
How to get things back,
The way they used to be.
Oh God, give me the reason,
I'm down on bended knee.

B-SECTION:
I'll never walk again,
Until you come back to me,
I'm down on bended knee.

So many nights I dream of you.
Holding my pillow tight I know,
That I don't need to be alone.
When I open up my eyes,
To face reality,
Every moment without you,
It seems like eternity.
I'm begging you, begging you come back to me.

REPEAT CHORUS.

MIKE:
Baby, I'm sorry,
Please forgive me for all the wrong I've done.
Please come back home girl.
I know you put all your trust in me,
I'm sorry I let you down.
Please forgive me.

I'm gonna swallow my pride,
Say I'm sorry,
Stop pointing fingers,
The blame is on me.
I want a new life,
And I want it with you.
If you feel the same,
Don't ever let it go.
You gotta believe in the spirit of love,
It will heal all things,
Won't hurt any more.
No I don't believe our love's terminal.
I'm down on my knees,
Begging you please,
Come home.

REPEAT CHORUS TWICE.

REPEAT BRIDGE.

Wanna build a new life,
Just you and me.
Gonna make you my wife,
Raise a family.

REPEAT BRIDGE.

**I am very pathetic.. xet. just forget about it.

HIMALA
-Yeng Constantino feat. Jay-R Siaboc

Pangarap ko’y makita kang
Naglalaro sa buwan
Inalay mo sa akin ang
Gabing walang hangganan

[Refrain]
(Hindi mahanap/’di mahagilap) sa lupa ang pag-asa
Nakikiusap (na lang/sa buwan)

[Chorus]
Himala, kasalanan bang
Humingi ako sa langit ng isang himala
Kasalanan bang
Humingi ako sa langit ng isang himala

Pangarap ko’y makita ang
Liwanag ng umaga
Naglalambing sa iyong mga mata

[repeat Refrain and Chorus]

[repeat Refrain and Chorus]

**OPM Love.. yeng is talented.. no wonder.

BECAUSE OF YOU

-Kelly Clarkson

will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

**Ask karla, she knows why..(we have the same reason. haha!)

NGITI

-Ronnie Liang

Minamasdan kita
Nang hindi mo alam
Pinapangarap kong ikaw ay akin
Mapupulang labi
At matinkad mong ngiti
Umaabot hanggang sa langit

Huwag ka lang titinginsa akin
At baka matunaw ang puso kong sabik

[Chorus]
Sa iyong ngiti ako'y nahuhumaling
At sa tuwing ikaw ay gagalaw
Ang mundo ko'y tumitigil
Para lang sayo
Ang awit ng aking puso
Sana'y mapansin mo rin
Ang lihim kong pagtingin

Minamahal kita ng di mo alam
Huwag ka sanang magagalit
Tinamaan yata talaga ang aking puso
Na dati akala ko'y manhid

Hindi pa rin makalapit
Inuunahan ng kaba sa aking dibdib

[Chorus]
Sa iyong ngiti ako'y nahuhumaling
At sa tuwing ikaw ay lalapit
Ang mundo ko'y tumitigil
Ang pangalan mo sinisigaw ng puso
Sana'y madama mo rin
Ang lihim kong pagtingin

Sa iyong ngiti ako'y nahuhumaling
(Sa iyong ngiti)
Sa tuwing ikaw ay gagalaw
Ang mundo ko'y tumitigil
Para lang sa'yo...
(Para lang sa'yo ang awit ng aking puso)
Sana ay mapansin mo rin...
Ang lihim kong pagtingin
Sa iyong ngiti...

**OPM Love.. la lng, qte eh


AKO'Y SAYO
-First circle

Ikaw na ang may sabi
Na ako'y mahal mo rin
At sinabi mong ang pag-ibig mo'y
di-magbabago.

Ngunit bakit sa tuwing ako'y lumalapit
Ika'y lumalayo
Puso'y laging nasasaktan pag may kasama
kang iba
Di ba nila alam
Tayo'y nag-sumpaan
Na Ako'y sa'yo at ika'y akin lamang

Refrain
Kahit ano pa ang mangyari pag-ibig
ko'y sa'yo pa rin
At kahit ano pa ang sabihin nila'y
Ikaw pa rin... Ang mahal . . .
Maghihintay ako kahit kailan
Kahit na umabot pang ako'y nasa
langit na
At kung di ka nakita makikiusap kay Bathala
Na ika'y hanapin, at sabihin
Ipaalala sa iyo ang nakalimutang sumpaan
Na ako'y sa'yo at ika'y akin lamang. . .

Umasa kang maghihintay ako kahit kailan
Kahit na umabot pang ako'y
nasa langit na
At kung di ka makita makikiusap kay Bathala
Na ika'y hanapin, at sabihin
Ipaalala sa iyo ang nakalimuatan sumpaan
Na ako'y sa'yo at ika'y akin lamang . . . . .

**don't wanna explain.

DON'T MATTER

-AKON

Konvict Konvict
Oh
Ohoohwooe
Oooh
Ooohhwooe

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we'd last forever
I feel I'm hopin' and prayin'
Things between us don't get better
Men steady comin' after you
Women steady comin' after me
Seem like everybody wanna go for self
And don't wanna respect boundaries
Tellin' you all those lies
Just to get on your side
But I must admit there was a couple secrets
I held inside
But just know that I tried
To always apologize
And I'ma have you first always in my heart
To keep you satisfied

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Got every right to wanna leave
Got every right to wanna go
Got every right to hit the road
And never talk to me no more
You don't even have to call
Even check for me at all
Because the way I been actin' lately
Has been off the wall
Especially toward you
Puttin' girls before you
And they watchin' everything I been doin'
Just to hurt you
Most of it just ain't you
Ain't true
And they won't show you
How much of a queen you are to me
And why I love you baby

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Oh oh oh oh oh
Cause I got you
Cause I got you
Ooooh
Cause I got you babe
Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

**ganda.ganda.related.