Our travel buddy's photo. Exactly what we saw at the peak. ;)
Friday, May 30, 2014
One of those moments
What do we really miss when we say I miss you?
Do we miss that person's weird physical features that only you noticed? Do you miss that person's slips, laughs and cute little antics? Do you miss that person's voice, that person's arms, that person's hugs?
Maybe yes, maybe, no. Maybe what you missed is how you reacted when he looks at you. How you get tingles every time he does things to impress you. How you feel cared for when he's protective of you, valued when he gives efforts for you and how happy you were when he's around.
Maybe what you missed is what you feel when you're together. Not the person, but the feeling you have when you were at the verge of happiness when you were with him. Maybe he represents your happiness, your hopes, your aspirations. And you don't have any of those right now that's why you say you miss him, that person.
Maybe it's not him that you missed. Maybe it's you. The better you. The better version of yourself who made him do everything you say you miss of him.
Do we miss that person's weird physical features that only you noticed? Do you miss that person's slips, laughs and cute little antics? Do you miss that person's voice, that person's arms, that person's hugs?
Maybe yes, maybe, no. Maybe what you missed is how you reacted when he looks at you. How you get tingles every time he does things to impress you. How you feel cared for when he's protective of you, valued when he gives efforts for you and how happy you were when he's around.
Maybe what you missed is what you feel when you're together. Not the person, but the feeling you have when you were at the verge of happiness when you were with him. Maybe he represents your happiness, your hopes, your aspirations. And you don't have any of those right now that's why you say you miss him, that person.
Maybe it's not him that you missed. Maybe it's you. The better you. The better version of yourself who made him do everything you say you miss of him.
Bodily Kaartehan
So since we went home from Baguio, I never had a decent work day. The three of us were sick since Monday (we follow US Holiday), I was on SL last Tuesday, went to office last Wednesday but am sent home and finally, medical leave yesterday and today. The three of us are having the same condition, slight fever and a sick stomach. Only, (I think) mine was worse since I really can't stand the pain attacks.
I've been diagnosed with hyperacidity last week and now, this. I've been feeling a lot of things I don't want to feel the past two weeks and the only thing I do is rest and hope it'll just go away. The food I am eating has been reduced to one-fourth of what I regularly eat and now, I live with gatorade and oats.
There's a lot of things in my head, a lot of wishful thinking actually, that tomorrow, I won't feel any pain and I'd go my normal day but this seems to tell me another. To stop and review what have I been doing, and maybe, remember what I am forgetting.
Hope I am better tomorrow though.
I've been diagnosed with hyperacidity last week and now, this. I've been feeling a lot of things I don't want to feel the past two weeks and the only thing I do is rest and hope it'll just go away. The food I am eating has been reduced to one-fourth of what I regularly eat and now, I live with gatorade and oats.
There's a lot of things in my head, a lot of wishful thinking actually, that tomorrow, I won't feel any pain and I'd go my normal day but this seems to tell me another. To stop and review what have I been doing, and maybe, remember what I am forgetting.
Hope I am better tomorrow though.
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