I changed my multiply layout. Magulo siya. Pero sa tingin ko dahil yun sa computer. Okay na yun.
What happened? This time I don't want to talk about the past. I am currently disappointed by myself. Right, by MYSELF. The world has so much to offer but, i only took those things that are worthless. My mom loves me a lot. But what have I done good to her? Nothing.. NOTHING. She did all those sacrifices for me yet I paid those by causing her pain. My family gave everything to me. Everything I WANT. But still, I paid them with NOTHING.
Now, tell me. What is the perfect name for me?
I really want a good life. But, I don't know how to have one. Sometimes I think that it would be better if no one loves me. At least, by that, no one would be hurt if I am hurt. Be humiliated if I am. Be disappointed as I am. I hate myself. I want to change.
I need Baraq? No, not really. Change has to start within. Hyessss.
I need someone to correct all my mistakes. No, hinde pa rin.
I need.. basta.
