this time..
i feel very sad..
really, truly, very sad..
and i really don't know what to do...
i really want to start something new..
but how..?
i've lost everything.. everything.
i feel stupid..
shet.
thse words are just fucking lies..
and i can't believe i believed those shitty words..
although, i know i'll feel soo much happy if ever
he's gonna tell those words again..
para akong tanga..
galit na galit ako ngayon,
but still umaasa ako ngayon...
at nagmamahal pa rin..
my friends still don't know what happened..
kaso nkita nila sa blag na to..
so un.. nagthankyou aq s isang friend s ibang year
he gave advice
at nka2long..
pero hindi p rn pdeng marepair ang lahat
sa isang iglap lang..
sa lahat ng katangahang ginawa ko..
ito yung "worth"
xe khit sandali.. sumaya aq..
kahit saglit.. nkalimutan kong my ibang problema..
at sa 11months..
nasabi kong my isang jeremae,
na nag eexist dito..
pero tpos n lhat..
and know, i'll walk alone..
with no one..
i crushed...
i'm alone..
and now i'm lost..
the thing now is to forget my past..
but,
i see him,
beside me
it’s only a dream
a vision of what used to be
the laughter,
the sorrow
pictures in time
fading to memory
how could I ever let you go
is it too late to let you know
i try to run from your side
but each place I hide
it only reminds me of you
when I turn out all the lights
even the night
it only reminds me of you
I needed my freedom
this what I’ve thought
but I was a fool to believe
my heart lied while you cried
rivers of tears
but I was too blind to see
everything we’ve been through before
now it means so much more
so come back to me
i’m down on my knees
boy can’t you see
and i know.. you can't
but after all these things..
boy, i still love you..
i still.. and will always.. FOREVER
