And before I start. This is a NOTE. I still dream of wearing a white traje de boda on my wedding, presenting myself as a virgin, and giving that very wonderful gift to my man.
That's just it. And here it goes.
I met this guy roughly 5 months ago. We have Alvin and Arianne as our first common friends (pero dumami na rin) and the Fronteras' Residence is always our second home. It was not surprising that as a neighbor and a friend to the siblings, they'd also act as if they live in the house. I find him cute even on the very first time we met, but didn't give much attention. When Holy Week came, as a tradition I participated in the Bisita Iglesia, but this time, with my friends, Alvin, Arianne, Charmaine, Noli, Louie, Marco, and the three of them, Adriane, Bobby and Kristine. And again, I didn't give too much attention.
He's not a close friend, I cannot even consider him as a friend as of the moment. I am not in love with him or whatever you call that shit. He's just the first person who explored the body of, yours truly. A week before tati happened, I was so drunk and I was really acting crappy. And since he's some kind of an alcoholic monster, all he did was mock at me every time I see him after that night.
Pero pagkatapos ng isang linggo, nagkataong nagkita ulit kami sa bahay nila Arianne para mag-inuman, this time, with Andrew, Ace, Peter, Arianne, Meng, Triccie, Alvin and all the other Otis people. Crush ko na naman kasi noon pa si Adriane, iba lang ata talaga that night dahil sa alak. Kasi nga kapag may alak, may balak.
Sa madaling salita, may nangyari sa amin nun. Tinanong pa niya sa akin nun kung tuloy-tuloy na ba kami sa langit, pero tumanggi ako. Alak, init ng katawan at konting kilig lang ang gumana sa akin kaya ako pumayag. Walang pagmamahal, libog lang. Hindi ko alam kung paanong tatapusin yung mainit na eksenang yun. Unang beses ko e, samantalang hindi ko malaman kung pang-ilan na niya. Magaling si Adriane, performance level.
Pagkatapos pa lang ng inuman, hindi na siya umuwi sa kanila. Nag-abang lang siya sa loob habang tuloy pa rin ang kwentuhan naming magkakaibigan. Nung pumasok kami para matulog, tabi dapat kami ni Arianne. Pero 'pag lights off, nasa gitna na namin si Peter. Tapos katabi ko si Alvin. Si Adriane, nakaupo pa rin, na kitang kita lahat ng galaw namin. Hindi ako makatulog nun pero buti, gising pa rin si Peter kaya tuloy pa rin kami sa kwentuhan.
Pero dumating naman yung oras na busy na si Peter sa ibang bagay, o, mas tamang sabihin, sa iba pa niyang katabi. Binigyan niya na lang ako ng pera para bumili ng Red Horse, pampatulog. Paglabas ko ng bahay sumunod si Adriane, alam ko na yung mangyayari.
Pag-uwi, sinalin sa baso yung alak, pero kaming dalawa lang din ang uminom. Lights off na ulit. Naka-higa na ulit kami. Ganun pa rin ang pwesto.
Tinanong ko si Peter at si Adriane kung tulog na sila. Hindi na sumagot yung isa, yung latter, sumagot pa. Pa-wala na yung diwa ko nun nung nagtanong si Adriane, hindi ko maintindihan kaya tumingala ako. Naintindihan ko na ang sinabi niya. Sinabi niya sa labi ko e.
Hindi pa kami nagkakasama ulit sa inuman pagkatapos nun, meron, pero once pa lang ata. Maraming nakakaaalam pero open secret lang. Deadma lang. Kasi nga, wala naman.
