matanda n...

mtanda n q...
pero bkas p.. but still.. there are ppol n sbrng advance...
andming nag IM at nag greet...
andming 2mawag...
nagtx .. at kng anuanu p...
actually. pti icp ko .. advance dn.. prang feeling q ngaun ang bday ko..
panu b nman.. d2 s bhay, ngaun nmin sinelebrate eh...
kya prng naset ung utak ko n 2day is my bday.. haha =D
kya cguro gnun kc my nangyri ngaun n nging cause ng bgay n un...
an unknown number txtd me..
den sed..

"hi mhine! advance hapi bday!"

"how dare you call me mhine? and btw, hu u?"

"i am the onli person that has a right to col u mhine"

by that reply i olredi know kng cnu ktx ko..
nkk2wa.. kc pnaghiwlay kmi, bt still he did'nt stop loving me.
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i dnt know wat to reply..
my mind is on the air..
floating..**
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den suddenly the phone rang...

"o bat d k n nagreply..?"

"nashock lng ako.. i didn't xpect it.."

"i want you 2 know n cla lng ang my ayaw, hindi ako... definitely, hndi tayo....."



the conversation last long pero it is so peronal pra ipost ko p d2...
b4 i receive the txt, i thought it was the saddest bday...
but it was not, instead the happiest...
at least ngaun i know...

n he is still my mhine
khit wla aqng handa or anything.... ok n q dun..
as in..

friends..?

actually ung post n to dpat nun friday p.. haha! =D

puyatan blues..
haay..11:49 n...
pero d p q 2log..or shud i say d p kmi 2log..
from 11:00 hanggang 11:50 mg kausap kmi ni karla..s fone at s ym....
. kakaan2k.. pero nung kumain aq ng chocol8 naenergize aq...dmi ng nangyari..
.sbrang nkkpgod...eto enumerate ko....

intrams..

sbra nman tlgang nkkpgod ung intrams..
tlgang ppyat k..hndi aq naglaro pero tlgang pumayat ako...
knti lng nman..kktkbo.. akyat s 4thflr main bldg.. tpos bordner 2nd flr..
tpos quad... tpos maceda.. den canteen..and dn paulit ulit..
cnu b nman d mppgod nun d b?.. pero khit ppno msya..
ang saya mag cheer s team mates mo.. ang srap 2mili.. smigaw.. 2malon at kng anu ano p!mnsan nga d mo nman kakilala chinicheer mo kc exciting...
bsta msaya pg intramurals! nung first day at half ng second day nmen..
puro pnalo kso nung nklban n nmin ung 4th yr.. wla n..unti unti n kming ntalo...
pero k lng un... acceptable nman eh.. mhirap tlga tlunin sr.s...

dance comp.

eto p ang isang dhilan ng paglose ko ng knting weight..
kksayaw.., at kkakyat s bordner..dhil jan..
nkkubos aq ng 2 liters of water in 5hours... 5towel para s pawis tpos wlang lunch...
ksama n rn ang 3beses n pgpplit ng dmit!
gs2 q n tlga smayaw knina kso... c mam apolinario..
my pnagwa s akin n sumthin.. bout dun s kagufil..
nkkainis tlga..pero at least khit ppno bmawi aq s grupo q..
aq ang model... LOL..
tgabgay ng cd..tpos mg lkad s quad khit n alam qng my nangyayaring contest dun..
.at one more thing.. our grup is 2nd runner up out of 6 competitors.. o db?...

friends..

aus ung title.. friends?
actually d q alam pero s ngaun mejo friends n nga guro kmi nung ex crush q..
lets col him *eyes* gnda kc ng mata eh..
d b nga nkachat q xa last wk..tpos knina, inadd p q nung friend nia..
so ok n rn...
at least ngaun d n q naiilang s knya, at ngaun q dn npa2nayan n sbrang bait dn pla ni eyes...
uhmm..
my friends keep asking me if i still have a *crush* on him.. answer q..

mabait xa..
matalino...
gwapo,..
myaman..
talented...



exact n para mging crush.. pero, kng anuman ung nfefeel ko ngaun..
is admiration lng..obviously nman s descriptions q db?..
cnu b nman babae ang hindi mahuhumaling s knya.. khit cnu nman eh?...

haay....sbrang nkkpgod tlga.. andming gnagwa..nkkpgod.. pero msya..

selos

i think ds post is kinda long..
well i dnt cre..
d kc aq nkpgpost the fast few days..
eh, i shud hav 10 posts ds wik..
aus no?

well..
cguro i'll start w/ friday..
hmm.. nung thurs night kc i mde a testim for my ex crush..
tpos lman nung testi puro sori..
lgi kc xa pnariringgan ni john marc ung maingay qng clasm8..
ng kng anu anung bgay..
eh xemfre nkkhiya.. kya un
nagsori aq..
tpos.. fri nyt nag IM xa sken..
nkk2wa kc xa ung unang nag IM tpos nagbuzz p xa..
ung conversation n un ung nag open s mraming usapan..
kya mrami aqng naclarify..
isa n dun ung mlamang d nia crush c "demonic" (remember my last post?)
as in.. masaya.. but the conversation did not last so long..
pero b4 q p xa nkachat.. nkachat q mna ung friend nia.. s fwances..(d 22ong name.. haha)
ms mhaba usapan namin..
dmi q rng nlaman..
2lad ng luvs2ry nila nung gf niya..
preho clang ruther dti nung gf nia kya mejo my connect..
pgktpos nun.. khapon, nag hihi n c fwances..
nung saturday nman..
axidntali aqng nsali s dance compettion..
kawindang windan un..
kkgulat.. kc nman puro charity last yr.. edi xempre.. khit kilala ko clang lhat
O.P. prn.. ok p un eh..
ang prob. andun c "demonic" well.. i dnt want to talk about her...
haay.. pgod n pgod aq dat day..



uhmmm...

ung ksunod ni2 nxt post n lng..

pra mrami haha!

ja!

problems

a day's so fast.

tpos n kgad ang isang buong araw.
knina prang kkgcng ko lng
ngaun.. inantok n nman ako..
haay..
andmi n nmang ggwin..
stressed out n nman aq tom khit saturday..
my practice kc ng cheer dance 7am..
grabe.. ggwa p q ng cd..
dats the first prob..

ung second, d q problema..
problema ni karla..
xemfre she's one of my close friends
ang problem nia..
about his loved one
kinakaliwa xa.. iyak ng iyak ung friend ko
gnun dn c xy at oli break n dn..
haay..

tpos ung isa p...
ay my knalaman s stat ko..
"not all angels are good"
d tlga xa prob.. nkkinis lng tlga
my isng grl.. lets name her *demonic*(sama)
npkfeeling
nkkinis..

at ung isa p..
my 4th yr aqng crush
qte nman
kso nlaman nia n crush q xa..
dkit ng dkit..
eh ang prob.. ayaw q s knya..


haay..