respect.

this past few days..
i'm telling you bout my feelings for her..
full of anger, and anything...
yet i didn't notice sumthing...
after all... my feelings dn nman xa...
nsasaktan dn xa...
yea, many sophies don't like her...
some says they'll not vote coke bcoz of her...
in that statement..
i think i felt sumthing...
cguro if she could read this...
bka my icpn xang iba...
pero s totoo lng...
naawa aq...
cguro nga she have this things n d nman tlga tma...
at xempre.. my nsasaktan dn nman xa..
but then, ang taong my right lng n sbhan xa ng kung anu ano..
eh ung taong ngawan nya n msama.. or,
ung taong nsaktan nya ng d nia alam at ung mga taong
kilala xa...
meron kcng mga tao n
nrinig nila n ganito kya d nla ibinoto...
the other day nagsorry xa sken at s iba...
nung time n un glit n glit aq kya d q inicp ung feelings nia...
pero ngaun n nririnig q ung cnsbi ng iba bout her...
naguiguilt aq
feeling q dpat dn aq magsorry
after all, d lng nman xa ung my ksalanan...
aq rn...
or.. kmi rn..
the other thing nman....
xempre this time is campaign time..
that's why they have this posters and everything around the school..
their poster, under the cs building,
ay sbrang bnaboy...
indi ung poster as a whole...
kundi ung pngalan lng nia...
inicp nung clasm8s nia...
isa s ruthies... o edison
oo nkakainis un....
pero i can't blame them...
anyweis, isa un s mga bgay n ikinaguilt q...
(pero d tlga aq gmawa nun! promise! at d mgagawa ng ruthies un!)
balak q n xang batiin...
sana lng, wla xang hard feelings..
khit alam q n khit konti, meron...
one more thing...
d na ito 2ngkol s knya...
2ngkol n ito ky eyes...
my nambas2s dw s kanya...
2b exact, s knila...
ntakot aq... kc bka mmya ako un...
question nga lng...
wla nman aq cnsbi n kng anu...
ang cnsbi q lng cguro n nkkoffend ay
"noriel ako.. ikaw"
kausap q nun cla ainna.. prang nrinig nila...
hayy.. bhala n lng cla...
at gudluck s knya...
knina nman... ay mock test.. nkakaantok!
grabe...
pero aus n rn...
haha kanina pla, kala ni karla, glit aq s knya dhil s pedrong iyon...
uhmmm.. ayaw q lng tlga ky pedro..
at d aq sanay n nkkta clang mgksma...
kya hbang pwede lumalau aq s knya pag ksma nia c pedro...
d q alam.. parang khit iniwan n xa't lhat ni f....
mas gs2 q p rn un, kysa ky pedro...
hayyy... sna lng maintndhan aq n karla...
d nman tlga aq glit s knya...
d lng tlaga aq snay n mkita cla ni pedro mgksma...
prang naiilang aq..
n naaasiwa.. n ewan...
basta.. kso nman....
kng c pedro lng tlga ung mkk2long n mkarecover xa...
y not nman db?...
kso ksi.. s bwat gnagwa ngaun ni pedro...
d q maalis s icp q n icompare xa ky f....
ewan...
soree tlga ky karla...












sorry karlita....
labyu babae...!
*muah*

f*cking election..

yeah, the election was a goddamn one..
it made me angry, happy, sad..
and most of all....
irritated.. (anu un skin?)
and because of that election...
my kaaway n nman ako...
obviously, junior un... ayoko n lng icpn..
aba, mhirap dn nman mkipg away s jr. no...
and xempre... isa lng dhilan nun...
c eyes...
pero minsan kc iniicp ko.. wla lng mgawa ung mga un
kya nang iinis ng iba..
actuali their leader.. c chocopithecus..(sama!)
ang tkga nmang nangunguna..
nkakainis tlga ung negrong un!..
kc nman puro negro cla kya nagkakasundo ang kanilang mga icpan..
nkkinis tlga..
well.. nung saturday nanod kmi ng O' Moises.. a play..
nkk2wa.. naenjoy ko nman..
khit inaantok ako...
left was karla...
right was jm cho..
ok.. hre's my reason why the campaign.. the chorves and anything
connected to the election was a piece of shit..
ha! there are 2 parties in the contest...
yea a contest, a popularity contest..
the coke..
and PEPSI
i've posted sumthing about it n b4 db..?
ok d2 n lng aq magccmula..
SHE, you know who...
ay nagsori s lhat...
ng kakilala nia n my glit s knya...
mind you, ung mga kakilala lng nia...
the content of her group ,message..(ym, celfone) was..
"glit k po b sken? kng my ngawa man po ako sayo,
sori po.. d q po ito gnagwa dhil tatakbo ako...
chorva.. chorva...
these are not the exact words...
pero yan ung message...
well cnu b nmang hindi mag iicp n gnagwa lng nia yan
for votes db?...
at first.. kala ko my chance p n mgaing friends kmi...
pero ngaun.. i can say n...
i hate her!! i really hate her...
sbrang nkakainis n xa... ang msama p...
nagsorry xa peio d nia alam ung gnawa nia...
haha.. wtf?!! sbrang nkakainis tlga...
at xempre... isa lng ang source nia kng panu nia nlaman...
xempre c eyes....
o db knight in shining amor tlga ang lbas....
haaaii.. too much of those shits....
friendships ko n lng...
para khit papano.., refreshing s utak...
ansaya knina...
ipinagsigwan lng nman ni sir victorio ang aming section s buong masci..
isn't it wonderful?.. nkk2wa tlga...,.
thankies to dadi vic for doing such thing...
haha tatay tlga xa ng lhat ng sophie...
pero ang original niang anak ay si kent..
nanay ni kent c mam lava..
pero wla nmang issue between the 2 school personnels...
ung 2 kc n ung lging kausap c kent...
kya un. nagmuka 2loy clang pmilya...
my previous posts were about my 2friends...
s d inaasahang pagkakataon, npag usapan d2 c kent..
eheh kya cge.. pagpa2loy n nten...
kk.. bout his fam..
pero s clasrum....
my pamilya dn yang gagong yan...
napili nyang nanay c karla... at ang tatay...
undetermined...
nabyuda ng maaga...
ang pinsan... c cho...
d q alam kng panu nangyri...
yaan n lng ntin ang imahinasyon nya...
ay!.. at ang lola.. ako..
ang lolo niya.. c EPJ.....
okey...
ang lkas tlga nia....
kng cnu ung pnakamtanda s amin xa ung bta s fam.. kng
cnu pnakabta, xa ung pnakamtanda...
hayy...
gagu tlga....
gudluck s aking future grand daughter in law... si ivo...
harhar...(knina ayaw ko ako lola nya.. ngaun inadmit k n... yuck.. hehe)
mas mbuti n ung gnito.. kaysa pnag uusapan ung pesteng election....
nga pla..
uiiii.... c karla selos...
eheh... oliver nman kc eh.. alam nia n ayaw ni karla dun eh..
tsk tsk...
gud luck n lng sau girl....
haayy..
npancn q lng.. ang sama ng post n ito.. puro mura eh...
bad girl...
ge.. pkabnal n lng aq s nxt...
bye....








*muah!!*

hate her!!

haha, before anything else, ang ganda ng photo aun s itaas..
that picture was taken under the coke tent, knina s quad..
mlaki yang pic n yan cropped lng...
bida yang mga yan..
the campaign has started...
coke vs. pepsi..
tim vs. noriel
nina vs. bonry
idk vs. maki
and so on and so fort
aghh...
halo is a candidate for a certain position...
and obviously... 85% ng sophies.. d xa iboboto...
reason? kylangan p bng i memorize yan?
and eyes is running for a certain position dn...
kc nman sbi nga.. SSG is a popularity contest...
d nman cguro lhat pero gnun plagi nangyayari eh...
one mre thing is that dpende rin s ugali ng tao..
ok back to halo...
at my previous post...
natutuwa p q kc preho kmi ng taste..
well.., ngaun indi n...
nkakabuicit n xa.
sbrang nkakainis n xa no?
yan 2loy bumuo kmi ng bgong party
its the guardian
hehe alcohol..
70%solution
30% pollution...
vice ako jan...
pero ggwin nming legal un nxt yr
kya go guardian.. hehe
nga pla.. sbrang nkakainis knina.. nung pauwi kmi ni karla...
tma b nmang bas2cn kmi?..
mga tga kbilang kanto ng faura.. gets?
nkakainis kya...
at, thank you 2 ol ruthies n nagsupport sken...
i love ruther n tlga...
hlos lhat cla nagsupport sken lban ky you-know-who...
thank you rader.. labyomatch!
halo ulit...
lam ko i've no ryt n mgalit s knya..
kc malay ko nga nman kung peho lng tlga kmi ng taste...
kso kc...
c eyes.. nung cnabi ko n d q n crush..
naging crush niya...
tpos ngaun c SR(4th yr.) nung cnabi ko n d q n crush naging crush nia...
cnu b nmang d maiinis dun db...
khit cnu mgttka n dun...
nakkainis tlga..
but well.. vote guardian..
para sa ikabubuti ng bayan..
hehe...

love. hate.

3 or four days not posting...
too many things happened..
too many feelings unrevealed...
and if ever i coudn't post now..
boom!.. sasabog ako...
i love my family..
but then, hate them in some ways...
well i know you're thinking i'm kinda bad...
but what's love without hate?
karla..
congrats..
you've finally moved on...
john marc.. thank you!
nagtmpo kc nung mlaman niya n wla p kong thank you part s knya d2..
haha thankiess cho!!
for being mabait and a very true friend..
not just to me but also to karla and everyone...
yeah, nainfluence nia rn ako...
sbrang sociable ni kc..
dhil s knya, i've learned 2 mke friends...
ang gling nia nga eh!
well... yan n ha...
i've made one for ou...
ok.., beso beso n...
*muah*
*muah*
haha... both cheeks kya dlawa...
too much of cho...
about halo..
yea, b4 i had this hard feelings for her...
pero nkk2wa nung my mlaman aq s knya knina...
preho kmi ng crush s 4th yr...
haha.. remembering the kuya...*****
oo, xa nga un...
nkk2wa db..
sbrang preho kmi ng taste...
and then.., so many things changed...
and yea i feel it..
within me...
but not just me..
but everything around me...
pra 2louy ngaun, iniicp ko its better kng d aq s masci nag aral...
d aq napressure..
d aq kylangang i compare ang srili ko s mga ate at kuya ko...
and at least khit papano, iba n sna ang gnagwa ko ngaun...
sleeping, or watching tv.. or anything else...
yea, nagbgo dn aq, pero cguro un lng ung result ng mga tao s pligid ko...
at xempre pti ng environment...
mas nhihirapan ako...
c karla at cho..,
alam nila nsa isip ko, gs2 kong gwin at gnagwa ko...
they alweis tell me..
mae, knting knti n lng...
mtatawag kong nagrerebelde k n...
oo cguro nga...
but, wats d reason?
if you really know me..
then you would understand this post...
gnagwa ko to hbang pnagssbhan ako ng mama ko...
prang gs2 ko sbhn s knya lhat
kso nttkot ako at ayaw bmuka ng bibig ko...
d aq mkpgslita kc umuurong ung dila ko...
ang dmi kong secret s knya...
and yes, you know who am i refering to.
ang hirap ng mraming tnatgo s parent mo...
my ssbihin k.. n feeling mo safe sbhin...
but then, d p rn nia maiintindihan kc d nia alam ung pnagmulan... gets?
sbi ni sir garcia...

kpg my problema.., knino mo kagad cnsbi?
sa kaibigan...
bakit d s magulang...
kc d nila maiintindihan..
so class, do you mean,ang problema, pag cnabi s magulang
mas nagiging problema...?


lhat kmi, gs2ng smagot...OPO
pero naicp namen...
ang kkapal ng muka namin if gnun nga...
c ginoo n ang nagsbi, parents are made to be parents..
ang akin lng, how can they be if d nila alam ang bhay mo?


un nga un... d nia alam kc d mo cnsbi..?
panu ko sasabhin kong kung alam kong d nia maiintindihan...
edi itago s knya...
ang kapal mo nman....
o sige, anung ggwin ko?
.......

wla rng naisgot...
kng mbabasa mo man to...
alam ko iicpn mong ang sma kong anak...
yes its true...
pero ito ung totoo db?
sorry kng nwalan ng pagka jeremae itong post...
kc nga.., gnagwa ko to hbang nsa tpat ko mama ko...
at pg gnun ang scene alam mo n ang dialog....
















haha

headache

this day is very magulo...
hinatid ako ng mom ko s skul..
my stomach aches but i didn't tell it to her
alam ko kc kung anung sasabihin niya..
i keep on chewing ice which my mom prohibits me to..
at alam ko n un ang sasabihin nya...
so i entered the school with my stomach aching..
it was a big problem...

mae, ok k lng...?

oo nman... hindi ako natata* or watever... masakit lng tlga..

meron kn b?

wla.. stomach ko nman msakit eh..

pnta k kya clinic..

ayoko.. waste of time..

that was a conversation of my friend and I..
we onli attended 2 subject in the morning..
ang ccpag kc ng mga teacher.. d cla pmasok..
my stomach continues to ache until the 2nd period..
kc pgdting ng third period, ulo ko nman ang smakit..
the ache was a killing ache..
my head ache as if someones making kalikot inside..
although its hurting, i tried my best not to show it to my friends...
but then, nhalata rn nila..
pgdting ng lunch.. nwalan aq ng appetite s food..
not for something..
dhil lng tlga s head ache..
i look for a paracetamol..
pero wla akong nkita..
ilang oras n nman kming tambay...
s quad, ucb or bordner...
s chem, there was a quiz... i am able to answer the questions correctly..
but not understand it...
d q nga alam kng panu ko nsagtan un....
tpos...
tpos...
and again...
nka2nganga n nman kmi...
were just planning the grand teaching day for filipino...
we cut papers to be the confetti..
hbang nkatmbay s quad...
a section s 4th year ay nktmbay dn dun...
and that was the section of one of the famous personalities s masci...
c ate pau...
c john marc my crush dun s section...
and he calls him teban berto tpos, meron dng my crush ky karla dun s group nila
it was... uhmmm.. let's call the person kuya L..
c john marc kinikilig....
kya un.. he keeps on smiling and looking at teban for hours...
haha that's a funny scene...
then filipino time....
there's the grand teaching day...
i texted mhine..
and he was not replying.. but, i keep on txting him p rn...
but then, there's no reply... any reply...
my head aches so much that's why i bcme very hot tempered
at... obviously... inaway q xa...
he keep on texting until the filipino time.. pero..

wag mo ko s2rbohn.. my klase ako...

ptawarin mo muna ko...

ewan ko sau....

pls. pls. pls. pls.

pag d mo ko tnigilan... ms mgagalit aq sau...

for the second time.. there's no reply...
sbi nya.., nwalan n rw xa ng load...
i think of it... panu nangyari un eh post paid xa?
nag iba n b xa ng line?...
and then there was no answer for my questions...
inaway ko kac kagad....
andami tlaga ng nadudulot ng head ache...
sna bkas ok n....

valentine's

happy valentine's!!
the day turned out to be gay..
but bgo ang lhat...
i want to share a song...
it is really nice.. i just heard the song from my friends like karla and oliver.. here it is...

............................................................................
I wanna make you smile whenever youre sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

Ill get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

Ill miss you
Ill kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Ill need you
Ill feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if youve had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you
....................................................................................

really nice... really!
just like wat i've said i just heard it from my friends...
specifically, karla..
she really influenced me...
from food, to vehicles, music, and philosophy
haha.. here is some explanation...
*food
i eat sago but not that much...
i don't like the texture, taste, and everything about it..[sometimes it has its distinct smell that i rili dnt lyk...]
but since karla told me that the sago in zagu is kinda different from the others,
i started eating sago! [onli that of Zagu]
and it becme our ritual to buy one every friday..
*vehicle(pauwi)
i'm riding a jeep to san andres pag pauwi n..
but since she told me to, i started taking the LRT..
yea its mre expensive that's why she olweis libre me... haha
*music
a song became my favorite when it has a good tune and melody
(not the lyrics...)
but wen that "sumthin" happened to her and the other human..(human?)
i get to know songs that are kinda senti, but meaningful..
4get the tune or melody, important is the lyrics.. particularly, the meaning..
haha... too much of karla..
now, the day..
i woke up at 10 minutes to six..
haha and that was horrible!
obviously.. and again... i'm late..
but not to the first class.. that's why i have time to make "chika" w/ my friends..
uhmm.. we suppose to have a valentine's program to our geom class..
but un42n8li.., our teacher was absent so we don't have time to do it,
but.. many thingsa happen...
some things prove things..(gets?)
like.. John marc ay tunay na lalaki...
she bought a bouquet of flowers and a bar of a cadbury chocolate..
definitely... for anna...
haha.. that was really... (uhmm wat term fits that?)
i was kinda teary eyed at that moment.. den suddenli, water drops leave my eyes...
ang cute nman kc ni john marc no!
and, that really touch every girl's heart in the place..
nkakainis lng kc umepal c aron.. nkakainis..
but, as usual, mas mganda ung speech ni jm...
although he was kinda ma gay... he still makes it...
nkk2wa kc nsabi nya ang gs2 nia sbihn..
in the end.. they hugged..
making ol of the people around smile..
as i said mraming proposals n nangyari..
ung ky verl at erinn ung smunod..
kinda corny-sweet ang gnawa ni verl...
corny.. kc sbi ni marichu.. and sweet kc...
he made a thousand cranes.. grabi kya...
exact one thousand yun! nilagay ni verl s isang box..
ksama ang isang letter, n my mgandang message
sweet db?... ang creative tlga ni verl...
nung pauwi n ko... LRT, tpos jeep n...
dun s jeep... i saw an old couple..
for others it was kadiri, but for me it is cute! really cute..
they were holding each others hand..
with the lola's head on the lolo's shoulders..
like the song.. they'd grow old beside each other...
i dnt really know the couple..
but for sure, they've pass through many obstacles...
grabe ang cute tlga that's why naalala ko ung song...
nga pla.. kachat ko c rvin.. la lng... an old friend.. nkkamiss 2loy..
and.... nga pla... tnx s rose.... haha

and.... love u boyfriend...

welcome back!!

whoa..
its 2 days since the last day i post...
uhmm.. yea, i olweis go hre and spend 4 hours..
haha funny but just for changing the layout..
like, this past few days i startd feeling nt contentd w/ my layout..
and i spend 90% of my time just to search a website for its templates..
and, continously trying one then the other then the other...
and now, uhm.. i just think this layout fits me..(haha tma b?)
all wat i feel ryt now..
and i feel so good with ds.. dats y i spent my tym 4 ds one..
haha, ang qte nia tlga!
ok.. wat hapend the past few days?
khapon...
uhmm.. sunday night, 1130 n..
haha its the tym n andun n ko s kama...
i'm starting to sleep den suddenly, i saw the li'l mirror
its in the headboard, it olweis face the kutson part..
i turned it around facing the back part.. [experimenting]
i'm just trying to know if my next day would change..
monday cme..
and oh! nothing extraordinary happened..
eyes won in a contest,
no footrag for bio..
irritated w/ halo..[dat is veri ordinary]
eat w/ my friends at the canteen
cramming..[haha thank God 2 teachers were absent(soo bad)]
went to astral.. and do the rituals there[haha rituals?]
yea rituals, lyk bonding w/ my friends.. nkakamiss n kc ung place..
at ngaun.. npancn ko n ds past few days ngkkgs2 n kmi w/ the oldies..
haha lyk "total eclipse of the heart"
actuali karla and I had a duet

...................................................................................................................

me: turn around..
karla: every now and then i get nananananananananan
me: turn around..
karla: every now and then i get nananananananananan

...................................................................................................................

maybe youre thinking n tnatmad ako magtype bcos of that nanananana part..
to inform you, we really dnt know the lyrics of the song that's y we olweis do that part..
and den suddenly, wen we got to d chorus
we now realized that w can hit that veri high note...
wyl duing the nananan part haha...
that was really fun...
uhmmm.. about halo...
i dnt want to argue w/ her n... mxado kc mababaw eh... prang
ang cheap nman kng mag aaway kmi dhil dun..
wel speaking of eyes..
i greet him last nyt.. and it was... good..
yea good..
dat is wat i rili want to happen...
to talk to him like nothing happened..
like we were just a veri veri simple friends b4.. haha
la n eh... yoko n tlga s knya....
at least ngaun khit lumapit ako s knya i'll feel nothing

unlike b4...
dti kc, d q p kyang lumapt jan... sbrang kaba... ngaun, prang ala n...
uhmmm.. nu p b nangyari khapon?...
wla n.. cge n nga.. let's go to tuesday...
today!
i woke up..
i txtd him a gud morning...
grrr... umaga p lng nainis n q...
tma b nman i reply s kin ung tnext ko?
prang tmad n tmad eh mas maaga p nga psok nia sken!
dhil dun indi n q nagreply... [bhala xa!]
den psok s skul... late n nman..
mdaming late.. as in...
uhmmm... actuali... i rili hav to talk about halo hre...
pero as i've said..
dnt wanna talk about her AGAIN
un.. tx tx uli kmi n boyfren..
ganda nga eh...
un n mna...
labyu...
nga pla... balentyms n bkas ahahaha
impocbleng my mgbgay skin no?..
lau nya kya.. cavite p xa no!
haha hapi balentyms n lng s knya
aylabyu n rn..
hihi <3

jeremarc

Totoy bilisan mo, bilisan mo ang takbo
Ilagan ang mga bombang nakatutok sa ulo mo
Totoy tumalon ka, dumapa kung kailangan
At baka tamaan pa ng mga balang ligaw

Totoy makinig ka, wag kang magpa-gabi
Baka mapagkamalan ka’t humandusay dyan sa tabi
Totoy alam mo ba kung ano ang puno’t dulo
Ng di matapos-tapos na kaguluhang ito

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haha i lyk francisco manalac veri much as in!
sbrang mhal ko xa.. he is known as bamboo...
pero s pagkaka alam ko, ang bamboo ay ang name nung band nia..
tpos later on, nging screen name n nia un...
ung mga songs nia kc sbrang cute..
indi lng nung tune or watever.. ganda rin ng lyrics..
indi mo aasahang isang patriot ang isang bamboo..
wahhh... ang ganda p ng boses nia, ng face nia, nung mga song n kinompose nia...
sounds funny, pero s ngaun, meet him in person..
BTW, one o'clock nq ngicng, at 6 pm aq n2log...
dhil un s isang math camp...
aus nman xa.. kso iniba nila ung panglan ko...
from jereMAE tto jeremarc.. at, indi lng ung name, pti b nman gender
wat the heck?..
duhh.. i'm a hundred percent female..
pero khit gnun its fun nman, haha
my frineds keep on calling me jeremarc..
pti 2loy groupmates ko twag skin jeremarc...
haha that sucks..
BTW, kagroup ko c so called kuya crush person..
well, so what nman db? the day was good..
syang nga lng kc wla c eyes...
uhmm.. andming activities.. tpos nun npagod ako..(cnu bng indi npagod db?)
11 ang rest time.. pero 12 kmi pna2log...
pero 330 ako n2log at 430 ngicing..
tpos ligo ng 510.. tx ky mama ng 600 at breakfast ng 7...
sbrang pgod as in...

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Hindi pula’t dilaw tunay na magkalaban
Ang kulay at tatak ay di syang dahilan
Hangga’t marami ang lugmok sa kahirapan
At ang hustisya ay para lang sa mayaman

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ok.. haha.. ul see the whole lyrics hre, yan kc ang bgong song nila..
astig tlga c bamboo... and so his band
bout ed nman.. haha d q ini expect n mag tag at i hug nia ako..
grabe as in sobrang nashock ako...
kc nman sbrang namiss ko n tlga xa...
tgal n nming wlang connection...
d q nman xa pwdng mkachat kc share kmi s isang acct...
i miss him n... sbra!!!
nga pla.. ngaun ko lng npancn, finally revealed n pla name niya.. harhar
wish ko lng visit nia ulit to.. tpos.. tag nia ko ulit...

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Habang may tatsulok at sila ang nasa tuktok
Di matatapos itong gulo
At ang dating munting bukid, ngayo’y sementeryo
Totoy kumilos ka, baliktarin ang tatsulok
Tulad ng dukha, nailagay mo sa tuktok

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yan n ung last part..
meron pang repeat-repeat yan.. (duhh.. ilagay q p b un?)
dmi p ko gs2 ilgay kso my problema s spacing tong blog spot eh...
cge d2 muna... w8...

Bamboo Rocks!!

not all angels are good

umiiyak n nman c jasmin s nanay nia..
lgi n lng kc xang kinakawawa...
tpos cnbi s knya ng mama nia n kpatid niya c camille...

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wlang ktapusang teleseryes...

in a way nkk2wa manood, in a way, indi rin

uhmmm.. araullians, d ko alam kng tma b ung spelling, but watever
my post for today is kinda connected to them pero slight lng...knina kc pagpasok ko...
xempre.. 2lad ng dti, hatid ni mama, skay bus..
pero knina kc, my nkasbay kmi ni mama.
a junior mascian and an araullian.
xempre dhil mejo tanghali n..
tauan n.. the 4 of us ay nkatau hanggang s nxt station,
tpos nagkaroon ng vacant seat.. ms mlapit ung seat dun s junior mascian
pero he gve the seat to my mom...
that was impressive.. haha uhmm... i think tga calvin ung mascian..
well thanks s knya...
den sme situation happened..
pgdting s nxt station, nagkaroon nman ng vacant seat..
ds tym the seat ay mas mlapit dun s araullian
i thought uupo xa dun kc gnun tlga ung ibang skulm8 nia...
pero i think kakaiba xa s iba..
she saw me standin w/ 2 heavy bags... tpos xa..
a small pouch bag lng...
natouch nman ako...
at the sme tym naguilt
b4 kc i thought kc n araullians are lyk ds nd dat..(lam mo n un...)
nd i know n myabng ako s part n un...
pero dpat indi ko nilalahat... by that thing, naicp ko n khit papanu ay tlo p ng ibang skul ang mascians...
ok... ngaun nman masci setting...
c eyes ay nagpnta ng baguio para s knyang contest s research well then, gudluck!
ok ds day.. wla nmang extraordinary n nangyari ngaun
nagpnta lng nman c eyes s bio rum..
tease ako ng clasm8 ko...
pero ang nangyari ngaun.. that will mark ds day is dat..
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"jeremae, npacgaw ako s LRT ng feeling close!"

"d ko cnasdya.."

"bgla xang 2mingin...(refering to halo)"

"byaan mo xa.."

"pero my cnabi xa dun s lalaking ksma nia... tpos nkatingin cla sken..."

"nagsusumbong ata.. ewan..."

"gnun.. k tnx.."
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sbrang nkakainis n c halo..
I'm not rili xre kng nagsusumbong xa.
pero even she does it or dnt,
mli p rn n idamay nia clasm8 ko...
ang msama p nian...
dun p xa s common friends nmin nagsusumbong(if she rili does..)
nkakainis kc naapek2han ung image ko.... pti n rn ng clasm8 ko...
cniraan n nga nia c kat, pti b nman kmi?
i rili dnt know if she rili mke sumbong pero...
nksakit n nga xa ng isang tao, kylangan b pti ung iba gnun dn?
kng gs2 nia c eyes, kanya n.. d q nman inaangkin un!
i dnt rili want n mgalit...
actuali, ayokong mgalit mna s knya..
ayoko kcng mgkaroon ng kaaway dhil lng s lalaki...
duh.. ang babaw nun..
nkakainis lng tlga...
bhala xa.. ayoko n ng mgalit...
*calms down..*
ngaun nman ay usapang MHINE
ang tgal ko n xang d nkktx...
his routine continues..
pero nkkmiss n kc..
kpag glit aq s skul...
pag uwi ko at nkuap ko xa...
ndi n ako glit... i dnt know wat magic is he using...
watever it is.. ang gling nia..
ngaun nman math camp mode..
my true plan is to prepare my things at 8:00
eat at 8:30.. and sleep at 9 to gain energy.. pero dhil s inis.. eto
nagpost p q... i dnt know.. i dnt rili know....

day of nothingness

haay...


mejo pgod n..

pero at least my balak naman akong magpost
at mas may balak akong matulog..(somehow..)
andami kong natutunan ngayun..
wanna know what?
the first and third quartile..
dmi noh?
grabe kya.....
we onli watched the local math contest...
its kinda exciting.. kc number one kmi..hahaha
andmi ding nangyari...
like c eyes...
prang the hul day, i cnt count on my fingers kng ilang beses ko syang nameet...
as in sbrang dmi...
AND
ang qte nya knina..
ang qte ng eyes nya..
d nya kc cnuot ung kanyang glasses kya ms lalong lumalabas ang kanyang kaqtan..
(haha, wat a freak..)
feeling ko nga, k2lad ng raderpord, wla dn clang clase..
pagalagala lng kc xa...
nd, oo nga pla.. indi lng xa choir, dhil nkita ko xa knina n nagsasayaw for their prom..
haha.. he's dancing like a stick.. (haha that cme from ainna)
its a bit ok.. at least mejo multi talented xa... haha
uhmm.. speaking of eyes, nag greet n q plagi ky halo..
khit papano kc filing ko pg lgi kong nkikita ang isang tao,
nbabawasan ung attraction ko s knya..(huh?)
tulad ni eyes, lgi ko xa nkkta kya nbbwasan nga..
kya prang d aq ngalit ky halo..
prang wla lng...
pero khit papano, khit konti, my halong kaplastican un...
sbi nga ni cho, olweis wear plasticity..
pero at least konti lng...
indi n mxadong bad un.. haha
dhil nga dun s contest...
nktbi ng rader ang kaper...
at nandun c SR..
ughh... kdiri tlga....
ayoko tlga s knya.....
alam ko msma ako.. pero i dnt rili lyk him...
he was lyk tingin ng tingin knina.... buti n lng anjan c cho....
grabe.. hinahanap nia kc c teban..(paradey n crush nia..)
kya, i cot a way para mkaalis dun...
pgblik nmen, andun p rn xa....
kya un! no choice, nagstay kmi dun... at feeling ko ma22naw n ko...
nga pla.. c karla, problemado p rn...
pero at least khit papano, nkakamuv on n xa.. ika nga
one step at a tym.. ms ok n xa ngaun kysa s dti...
instead of letting herself n lumigaya...
un, ms gs2 p nia n mgtnim ng glit dun ky guy(bwal ilagay ang name...)
smantalang mrami nmang ngkkgs2 s knya...(xcept dun s jr n tnatwag n jonget)
mejo pangit dw kc un... uhmmm clasm8 xa ni fwances..
d kmi xre kng my gs s knya yun... pero meron o wla... ayaw nia dun..
haay... para ky karla...
kalimtan mo n xa... dnt waste ur tym girl! mrami p jan..
at oo ga pla...
today was the 11th monthsari of fwances at ang kanyang girl...
msta nman un db? ang tgal n nila, bt stil...
sbrang mhal p rn nila ang isat isa
nkk2wa db?
at ngaun nman c mhine...
d q xa mtx ng maaus..
ewan ko kng bkit... mgttx ako, d xa mgrereply...
tpos pg m22log n q, or kkgcng ko lng, mag ILOVEU
mgrereply ako pero ala nmang reply...
ang hirap tlga pag malau kau s isat isa...
as in ang hirap...
sbrang tgal q n xang d nkkta...
nag uusap lng kmi s tx, tpos d q p xa maintindihan... anu un?
if ever he's gonna read ds post, i wanna tell him n
i miss him & i love him inspite of all the misunderstandings..
wla n kong blak ipagplit un no! at wla n rn akong balak n pkwalan un....

**again, ang difference po ni mhine ky eyes..
qte po c eyes,
mhal ko po c mhine..
ok?

a day...

wat a day...

it is kinda a very stressful.. yet graceful(tma b un?)
haay.. i feel something n veri nkkpgod dis week...
ay nga pla.. our school paper was given n knina..
ang saya kc.. kng ayaw mo mkinig s teacher bsahin mo n lng yun...(tsk.. bad girl!)
on friday we'll have the math camp.. kinda exciting kasi naman..
from 3pm ng fri up to 4:30 pm ng saturday..
tpos you can have groupmates from other years...
haha.. prang sci camp last year.. (well that's kinda fun..)
at kng mkakagroup ko uli xa ngaun, it will be more fun..
tomorrow.. my meeting s gabay.. pero dpat ngaun un..
nagkaron lng cguro ng knting conflict w/ the senior officers.. my gagawin ata cla..
pero watever, ms gs2 kong mgkaroon ng meeting bkas.. wla lng..
mas mrami kcng hw para bkas..
and at least ngaun.., naprint ko n ung theme nmen haha..
ewan ko kng bket ako ung namomroblema, pero question lng s faculty members ng skul..
bkt nman s masci lng ung prom.. nkkainis dn un no!
pero d bali n.. i should NOT be caring about that matter.. bhala n cla dun
and besides, ksama b ko?....(smiles..)
nkita ko n nman c demonic knina... well.
i think i shud not b coling her that way..
nkaicp n kmi ni kat-(not tru name) ng name...
nga pla kat is one of those n inaaway ni demonic..
or shud i say halo.. haha-that's her new name in my blog!
feeling ko kasi npkbad ko kng ttwagin ko prinxa in that manner..
besides.. she's not doing any harm nman to me..
nd i think i shud nt b acting that way for eyes well,
cnu b nman ako pra mgalit s mga my crush s knya..
nd i think ms mganda nga kng close ko lhat ng my crush s knya..
para at least mkkbuo n kmi ng tribo! (laughs)
prang its mganda kc isa lng ang pag uusapan nmin....
pero indi rin.... prang ayoko rin..
para kcng naguiguilty ako...
khapon kasi..,

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"question lng, my crush k b?"

"wla, bkt nman?"

"khit ngagandhan lng or anything?... impocbleng wla.. promise d ako mgagalit. "

"wla nga... gs2 mo b mgkaroon?"

"indi wag n nagttnung lng... hihi =)"

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nkakaguilt.. ang loyal niya pero ako indi....
kya ngaun, as much as possible, yoko n tlga mgkacrush....
at kng meron mang iba, ipapaalam ko kagad s knya...
at oo nga pla... a very funny, yucky thing happened yesterday..
there's a clasm8 n nagsbi ng iloveyou..
arghh.. it was so kadiri..(maybe ur thinkin n bad ako.. bt if u know him.. manddri k)
it was on ym kya i replied..
"g*go k b?"
ang sgot nya, tlgang nbighani ko lng dw xa...
grabe kadiri yun... I told MHINE wat happened...
ang sbi nya.., layuan mo un....
i replied.. khit d mo sbihin lalauan ko un...
at hindi ko n xa kailangang lauan dhil mlau n q s knya...
dat was so..... watever
i don't think wat he (refering to my clasm8) feels is love n tlga no...
nd he has ds character n d ko madefine kya xa nilalauan ng mrami...
kdiri tlga... nkaakinis un grabe!
wla n ko msabi... till next post ulit!

eyes at mhine..

haay..

si eyes..

so many days n d aq nkpgpost.
as usual... mrami nangyari..
from jan 30... puyat ako.. as in!
making homepage 4 our section...
thank God ntapos q dn xa... ksabay ng blog ng 4 tao
including mine..
kya nman sobrang puyat ako...
as i remember, thursday ko bnigay ung url nmin...
nd guess wat.. s class p ni eyes!
wen i entered d rum, i was lyk very surprisd
der was lyk.. sreaming.. shouting lyk "nice timmy!"
dt was the first regret, sna inalam ko mna ung nagclass dun..
tpos nung pgpsok ni eyes s rum (nkita q p un kc pglbas ko, pmasok xa..)
sbi.."syang, d mo naabutan!"
tma b un... nkkasar n nga mnsan eh... kng alam lng nila...uhmm.. blik ky eyes..
as i cn remember he has this very low voice..
bcos of that, he s now a member of the choir..
he's on base2, meaning
ksama nia ung clasm8 ko c kent, which is kinda close ko dn naman..
sbi ni kent.. d dw xa nagpractice plagi, the reason why kent is kinda irrutated to him.
knti lng dw kc ang base 2 tpos d p ngprctce c eyes..
cguro dhil lng un d nia tlga gs2 or watever..

c mhine..

mraming tao nkkbsa ng blog n to..
nd many of them ask,

"bkit d mo nilalagay ung pangalan ng mhine mo jan"
"d k b proud s knya..?"
"kng ako s knya.. mgglit ako sau.."

kya ko po d nilalagay kc gs2 ko my permission nia..
remember.. mdaming taong ayaw mbasa ng iba ang name nila..
pero since mejo pmayag xa.. first name lng dw..
eduard po...
ok here comes the story..
cmula nung bday ko.. nging ktx ko n xa..
den, i think of a way kng panu ko mlalaman kng ganu nya ko kmahal..
so, i txtd him using other number. cpecificali karla's number.
we txtd a lot.. until..

"ganu mo nman kmahal gf mo?"
"i gve my life to her.. sbra!:-)"

to tell you, that was the exact words that i received..
i was very happy.. until.. nlaman nia n ako un...
xempre ngalit xa, pero he still understands..
mnsan feeling ko nkkhya n s knya, he olweis 4gve me anuman o gnuman kalaki ksalanan ko..
pero ako, kntng sin lng glit n glit n kgad ako..
tpos ang reason nia, mhal nia ko..
nkkguilty kc, parang lgi kong pnapncn ung mga kslanan nia, d ko man
lang xa inintndi.. pero ako.. lgi nyang inundrstand..
meron png isa..
dpat, d mo tnitest kng ganu k kmahal ng tao, u must trust him..
s gnawa ko kc, prang d ako ngttwala s knya..
kya guys lesson yan!

**nga pla...
kya lging and2 c eyes kc crush ko xa...
c mhine, kya lging and2 kc mahal ko xa.... =)