love. hate.

3 or four days not posting...
too many things happened..
too many feelings unrevealed...
and if ever i coudn't post now..
boom!.. sasabog ako...
i love my family..
but then, hate them in some ways...
well i know you're thinking i'm kinda bad...
but what's love without hate?
karla..
congrats..
you've finally moved on...
john marc.. thank you!
nagtmpo kc nung mlaman niya n wla p kong thank you part s knya d2..
haha thankiess cho!!
for being mabait and a very true friend..
not just to me but also to karla and everyone...
yeah, nainfluence nia rn ako...
sbrang sociable ni kc..
dhil s knya, i've learned 2 mke friends...
ang gling nia nga eh!
well... yan n ha...
i've made one for ou...
ok.., beso beso n...
*muah*
*muah*
haha... both cheeks kya dlawa...
too much of cho...
about halo..
yea, b4 i had this hard feelings for her...
pero nkk2wa nung my mlaman aq s knya knina...
preho kmi ng crush s 4th yr...
haha.. remembering the kuya...*****
oo, xa nga un...
nkk2wa db..
sbrang preho kmi ng taste...
and then.., so many things changed...
and yea i feel it..
within me...
but not just me..
but everything around me...
pra 2louy ngaun, iniicp ko its better kng d aq s masci nag aral...
d aq napressure..
d aq kylangang i compare ang srili ko s mga ate at kuya ko...
and at least khit papano, iba n sna ang gnagwa ko ngaun...
sleeping, or watching tv.. or anything else...
yea, nagbgo dn aq, pero cguro un lng ung result ng mga tao s pligid ko...
at xempre pti ng environment...
mas nhihirapan ako...
c karla at cho..,
alam nila nsa isip ko, gs2 kong gwin at gnagwa ko...
they alweis tell me..
mae, knting knti n lng...
mtatawag kong nagrerebelde k n...
oo cguro nga...
but, wats d reason?
if you really know me..
then you would understand this post...
gnagwa ko to hbang pnagssbhan ako ng mama ko...
prang gs2 ko sbhn s knya lhat
kso nttkot ako at ayaw bmuka ng bibig ko...
d aq mkpgslita kc umuurong ung dila ko...
ang dmi kong secret s knya...
and yes, you know who am i refering to.
ang hirap ng mraming tnatgo s parent mo...
my ssbihin k.. n feeling mo safe sbhin...
but then, d p rn nia maiintindihan kc d nia alam ung pnagmulan... gets?
sbi ni sir garcia...

kpg my problema.., knino mo kagad cnsbi?
sa kaibigan...
bakit d s magulang...
kc d nila maiintindihan..
so class, do you mean,ang problema, pag cnabi s magulang
mas nagiging problema...?


lhat kmi, gs2ng smagot...OPO
pero naicp namen...
ang kkapal ng muka namin if gnun nga...
c ginoo n ang nagsbi, parents are made to be parents..
ang akin lng, how can they be if d nila alam ang bhay mo?


un nga un... d nia alam kc d mo cnsbi..?
panu ko sasabhin kong kung alam kong d nia maiintindihan...
edi itago s knya...
ang kapal mo nman....
o sige, anung ggwin ko?
.......

wla rng naisgot...
kng mbabasa mo man to...
alam ko iicpn mong ang sma kong anak...
yes its true...
pero ito ung totoo db?
sorry kng nwalan ng pagka jeremae itong post...
kc nga.., gnagwa ko to hbang nsa tpat ko mama ko...
at pg gnun ang scene alam mo n ang dialog....
















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