rose.thorns.

un n..
its almost eleven freaky months..
n d q alam kng aabot p ng one year..
last night, my cousin txtd me..
and asked. "wat wud u feel kng mttpos n ang lhat s knya"
pnaptnung nia yan..
i didn't reply..
i don't know...
d q alam kng anu mraramdman ko..
kng anu ggwin ko kng mwawala xa..
the 11th monthsari on the fourh of april..
pero mula nung 6th.. d n kmi nagkkta..
xe mraming humahadlang..
but still.. khit gnun, nanatili p rn ang communication..
pero nung 9th, nputol pti connections..
tpos.. bgla xang magttx ng gnun...
ang skit.. sbra..
he gave me roses..
and now.. its torns are hurting me..

and i don't know what to do..
last nyt i thought its just a joke from my cusin..
ngaung hapon ko lng nlaman n gling pla s knya un..
i don't know if he's serious or not..
pero d mgandang joke un...
at lalong hindi magiging mganda kng 22o tlga un..
nttkot ako..
n mag end n lng lhat..
he's the first.. and i hope.. the last.
pero kgbi..
i thought.. cguro nga wlang mangyayari..
preho n kming nihirapan..
d 2lad ng dti..
dti xe.. were free..
pero ngaun.. all the things are getting harder..
d q alam kng mgkkta p kmi..
d q n alam kng anung nangyari s knya...
at kng anu ang nraramdman nia..
d p kmi nag uusap...
pero ngaun p lng.. nttkot n ko...
kgbi.. iniicp ko plang n tpucn n lhat..
pero ngaung nagbabanta n...
prang ayoko.. prang d ko tlga kakayanin..
mhirap eh.. gs2 kng bguhin lhat...
pero d q alam kng pano...
ang hirap xe dti..
ibang tao ang nilalabanan namin...
ngaun.. prang aq n lng ang nkikipaglaban...
s destiny.
s ibang tao..
s feelings nia..
dti.. i thought.. love is like a rose..
its pure.. tender.. forever.

but i didn't think it has its thorns..
they're just small thorns..
but still.. they can kill you.












its not yet final..


d p xre ang lhat



d p kmi nag uusap..



pero kng ngaun p lng.. gnto n nraramdman ko..





pnu p kya pg un n tlga ang totoo..





22loy p b q s pkikipglban..?




o hahayaan ko n lng xang mwala...






xiet..










i wanna die... ang sakit