still fighting

before i start to change my layout AGAIN,
i just want to post sumthing hre..
i broke..
he broke.
we broke up.
these past few days, i frequently change my layout.
i think, the layout just symbolzes my feeling..
some are dark, black nd white, red, cartoon nd lonely stuff..
well i promised not to talk sumthing about him ayt?
so hre..
ds past few days, i keep on sleeping at 2 or 3 am..
that's why i dont have energy..
pesteng mga subject kc yan.. prang ayaw kmi pumasa..
anyways, lagi dg nag oonline c eyes..
cguro his thingy happened playfest ng gabi..
ganda ng stat ko nun.. i won't mention..
tpos ung stat nia.. smasgot s stat ko...
haha nkk2wa..
the second time it happened was yesterday
gnun p rn.. kso mejo sad stat ko.. kya mas sad ung kanya..
tpos.. ds week.. lagi q xa nkkta lalu n knina..
ewan ko.. d nman aq kinikilig..
pero gs2 q tlga mkipagfriends s kanya..
kso ung friends nia at ung iba niang kabatch..
prang nkakahiya.. basta.
kso.. ewan.. hinahanap ko xa plagi ngaun..
pero ung feelings d 2lad ng dti n sbrang kilig.
prang ung feeling n gs2 mong kaibiganin kso nkkhiya at
isa p, cguro ayaw nia..
same thing w/ one of his friends, c fwance..(feeling q obvious..)
magkakilala kmi, pero d ung friends..
parang pag mlapit c fwance gs2 q mag HI kso..
un.. prang gnun dn.. nkkhiya n ewan..
kso xempre, mas great ung feeling ky eyes.. duhh.. naging
ULTIMATE crush q un n hlos mlapt q n mhalin..
kso.. un.. prang basta, impocbleng mgkgs2 un..
status ko knina..: fighting with/for: destiny or dream..
am i gonna fight the destiny..
or fight for my dream..
destiny.. c ******.. lalaban b q para dun o..
c eyes n lng.. mananatili akong tagahanga nia hanggang
mapancn nia ako at makontento dun..?
ewan. ang gulo eh...
haayyy..


fred's corner.
anung gnagwa mo?
ds past few days, sbi mo d mo alam s knilang 2..
tpos ngaun sasabihan mo xa ng gnun..
GAGU k b?
think fred..
nkakainis k...
ewan..



mga lalaki tlga..
tsk.tsk.tsk.