farewells..

today is the last day of classes..
meaning, its also the last day na
sophomore kmi..
gudbye s teachers, friends,
clasm8s at s lhat.
yesterday, some of my clasm8s were asking me
kung civilian dw b o uniform..
bti n lng karla told me earlier n
pwdng magcivilian so un, civilian kmi..
7 psok, 8 aq dmating, haha psaway..
s gate p lng, my clasm8s, specificaly
the aids kept on asking me to buy foldrs
aq lng dw kc ung nsa lbas
kso, c manong pnapsok agad aq,
kya no choice..
den after some time, AIDS,
with jm and erinn talked to their
so called="idol"
haha.. to reveal his true name, its erick ian..
kkhiya, pero sbi nla, msarap dw kausap c kuya erick..
its a dream come true for the aids,
at s iba.. idol kc nila un cmula nung nbuo ang AIDS
at ngaun lng nila nkausap ng gnun khaba..
imagine, they were talking with him from 930 to 1030
grabe tlga.. anyways congrats s aids at ky kuya..
tpos drecho n kmi s astral for the very planned
swimming farewell party.. tpos, andun ang
fourth year... d nman nmin alam n andun cla at
magswimming cla.. so un, drecho s pool, ang init kc..
ahon kagad kmi ni karla, kain muna...
our other clasm8, pnaalis ng kpatd ni..........
preho cla ng ugali, magkpatid nga,
pnagtaasan lng nman nia ng boses ang
anak ng may ari ng astral at pinalayas kmi..
hindi p polite! bwict! pnira ng araw!
so we decided n pnta ng san andres..
for pool, nyek! d pla alam ng mga tao un..
drecho kmi s haus ni erinn..
dun kmi naghappyhappy..
nood sine, kain, harutan.. ligo!
sbay kmi ni karla haha! s banyo lng
pero d maligo as in.. may curtain nman eh
happy tlga! un n pla last day ng ruther.. nkklungkot, nkkainis..
sna tgalan p.. khit konti lng..
haaayyyy.. mamimiss ko ruther...











nga pla...
ANNOUNCEMENT!!!
hertz aq! thank you rn s lhat ng bumati
at nag encourage...
un lng..



üüü

graduation.

aww..
i promised to post sumthing for yesterday,
pero nka2log aq kya ngaun n lng.. hihi..
graduation ngaun ng seniors..
haayy.. mamimiss nmin cla..
the frindship.. bonding at iba pa..
mrami dn aq friends n senior..
pero xempre, iba p rn ung environment pag
wla cla.. haayy.. mamimiss ko tlga cla..
anyways, my ipopost aq..
survey s friendster, about friends.. wla lng
qte eh.. cguro magpopost dn aq ng ibang survey s ibang araw..


1. karla
2. john marc
3. xyra
4. EPJ
5. erinn
6. claudine
7. fonce
8. kent
9. rvin
10. oliver
11. verl
12. isavelle
13. camae
14. tiffany
15. richard
16. ralph
17. agatha
18. anna
19. kristine.
20. marvin.
21. donna.

S- Where did you 1st meet 17?
clasm8 ko nung kinder

S- Do you know any of 8's secrets?
oo. some..

S- Did 3 ever fancy u?
d p nman.. hihi

S- Do u think 5 is good looking?
oh yeah. haha.

S- What would be ur reaction if 9
fought with 20?
d pde un.. best friends cla eh

S- What would be ur reaction if 11
went out with 2?
whoa. jm and verl? haha

S- Would you ever date 13?
pwd n rn... camae un eh

S- What would be ur reaction if 14
made out with 15?
tiff and rich? ok lng hehe

S- Name at least one fact about 4,9,14
and 19.
4- mahal ko..ü
9- sad yan ngaun eh..
14- my crush dti ky.. ****.
19 - cla n ni ......

S- Did 7 ever lend u money? Is he/she
cheap?
fonce? xa nga nangungutang eh!

S- Describe 21's personality in one
word.
bait

S- Do you think that 12 is funny?
oo nan "g" yan eh

S- Would u ever kiss 11?
verl.. friendly kiss.. prang ky 10 at 7.. hehe..ü

S- Do u think that 20 is goofy looking?
uu? jokes.

S- Ever had a pillow fight with 1?
wla p.. s fri p lng...

S- Ever slept over in 15's house?
astral? uu nman.. lgi! hehe ü

S- How old is 6?
14.

S- Have u ever seen 9 and 8 make out?
cguro hehe.. jokes.

S- Name one funny event u had with 18.
pagnagkukulitan cla ni jm.. tibo at bakla

S- What's the funniest thing about 13?
ang cute nia pag twa ng twa

S- What if 16 was ur twin sibling?What
would be ur reaction?
nver! hehe

S- Did u ever hug 7?
uu nman

S- Did 2 ever made u really furious?
ask mo xa! hehe

S- Whats the craziest thing 10 ever
did that u know of?
secret.. pero pra s mahal nia un..

S- Have u ever seen 3 naked?
yata, nung elem p kmi..

eto p isa..



1. Ang crush ko ay nasa ibang
section/nsa section ko.
--> ibang sec, ibang year nga eh

2. Ang first letter ng crush ko ay
--> p.g..., m.j. peace out karla! hihi yung dti.. j.t.

3. Ang nagustuhan ko sa crush ko ay
--> face, specificali eyes..

4. Ang gusto ko itanong sa kanya ay
--> ung dti.. friends? ung ngaun, byebye, mamimiss ko kau

5. Ang ayaw ko sa crush ko ay
--> ung ngaun wla, ung dti..ewan.

6. Marami/walang nkkalam kung cnu
crush ko
--> marami.:))

7. gusto kong ipaalam sa crush
ko
--> mj:n22wa aq friends kmi..
-->pg:ingat
-->jt: haayyy

8. Ang crush ko ay si
--> mikh,pat, eyes? haha

9. Gusto ko na ang "mga" crush ko at ako ay
--> ("mga" - i just add it! haha) usap kso alis n cla eh..

10. Palagi/minsan ko syang naiicp
--> minsan lng, pg nkkta ko muka nila at pag pnag uusapan nmin ni karla.. haha

11. Ilan naging crush mo?
--> ngaun scul year?3 ksama c jt

12. Alam na ba ng crush mo na crush
mo sya?
--> c jt lng.. kso d q n crush un eh... sayang! ahaha

13. Palagi ba kaung nagkkita?
--> mj: indi n.. pg:indi n rn.. jt: d pa xa gagraduate eh

14. My ibinigay na ba ang crush mo
sau na khit ano?
--> crush? mj:meron(testi lng..) pg: wla..aww.. jt: testi lng

15. Nag-uusap ba kayo?
--> mj: uu pg: indi jt: ewan d q alam eh

16. Kelan mo ippalam sa kanya ncrush
mo sya?
--> mj: nung bday ni karla pg: pg ngung friends kmi aftr scul haha jt:hay nko. T__T

17. Inaasar k b ng mga kaibigan mo sa
kanya?
--> hindi.

18. Kung my gus2 kang hilingin pra sa
crush mo, anu i2?
--> maging kabatch ko n lng cla.. haha

19. Ano ang particular n incident
kung bkit mo sya nging crush?
--> mj: karla pg: karla.. jt: camping ata un..

20. Sa tingin mo, mbbsa nya ba ito?
--> ewan ko.

haayy.. ewan ko tnatmad aq ngaun eh..


ps: mamimiss ko tlga seniorss..*tears*

tired.

right now, i'm suuuuuuuuper tired.
kgabi nga kc 2:00 tulog
gcng ko 6 n. and im proud to say n
kkcmula p lng ng flag ceremony,
in short, d aq gnun kalate..
gnun b un o tlgang d n nagpapapila ng late
hayy.. ewan.. cleared n aq s bio!
yehey! ung s iba d q p alam..
t.h.e kc d p q tpos eh..
the sophies had a seminar regarding the
some lessons in research..
ung isang speaker, graduate s elem.school
ko. haha, nkk2wa! preho clang graduate ng masci
kya cla ang knuha.. lgi nman gnun eh..
aww.. nga pla, c "mhine" ewan ko kung anu nangyari
pero nangyari dw lhat un dhil sa
unexplainable thingy.. so.. un dhil tanga ako,
blik n nman. pero sobrang nainis aq,
i keep on txtng him, then suddenly i've just waited for nothing
no replies or anything..
argghh.. anu un?..
ahh.. b4 anything else,
today is karla's birthday!
hapi bday karla! i love you..
we made a surprise gift s knya..
kso d mxadong bongga..
s 2 cartolina n pnagdkit,
nklgay, happy bday karla!
tpos around nun dedication s knya ng mga minamahal nia..
grabe un! ikot kmi ng buong masci!
hinahanap lhat ng minamahal nia!
well, its worth it nman eh
after all the prob n pnagdaanan nia,
she deserves a treat. pero itretreat nia kmi bkas
s bhay nia.. wakoko..
aww, baccalaureate n(spelling?)
then graduation.. mamimiss ko tlga seniors.
sna wag n cla umalis, nkakainis tlga!
pero ok n rn, kc nman. mejo inaantok n q...
haha, kung ganu khaba ung ipinost ni karla,
gnun kaikli ung akin..
harhar, un lng!


ü

eyebags..

so.. un nga..
puyat na namn ako..
its 1:54 in my comp's clock..
err.. gmagwa p kc ng requirements..
bday na ni karla..
may surprise kmi...
pero d bongga..
aus n rn.. hehe..ü
my tito arrived today..
haha.. andmi n nmang sweets...
cra n nman ngipin ko...
well c eyes nga pla...
ang gus2 pla tlga nia, at my gs2 dn "yata"
sa kanya ay si **************(mrami prA d mhulaan..)
aww.. that doesn't hurt.. prang.. wla lng...
well.. c ed..
ewan. nagtx kinilig nman ako..
ang tanga! pero worth nman...
i'll kip d details to myself..
stupid jeremae..
naghihintay p rn...
yoko n!

still fighting

before i start to change my layout AGAIN,
i just want to post sumthing hre..
i broke..
he broke.
we broke up.
these past few days, i frequently change my layout.
i think, the layout just symbolzes my feeling..
some are dark, black nd white, red, cartoon nd lonely stuff..
well i promised not to talk sumthing about him ayt?
so hre..
ds past few days, i keep on sleeping at 2 or 3 am..
that's why i dont have energy..
pesteng mga subject kc yan.. prang ayaw kmi pumasa..
anyways, lagi dg nag oonline c eyes..
cguro his thingy happened playfest ng gabi..
ganda ng stat ko nun.. i won't mention..
tpos ung stat nia.. smasgot s stat ko...
haha nkk2wa..
the second time it happened was yesterday
gnun p rn.. kso mejo sad stat ko.. kya mas sad ung kanya..
tpos.. ds week.. lagi q xa nkkta lalu n knina..
ewan ko.. d nman aq kinikilig..
pero gs2 q tlga mkipagfriends s kanya..
kso ung friends nia at ung iba niang kabatch..
prang nkakahiya.. basta.
kso.. ewan.. hinahanap ko xa plagi ngaun..
pero ung feelings d 2lad ng dti n sbrang kilig.
prang ung feeling n gs2 mong kaibiganin kso nkkhiya at
isa p, cguro ayaw nia..
same thing w/ one of his friends, c fwance..(feeling q obvious..)
magkakilala kmi, pero d ung friends..
parang pag mlapit c fwance gs2 q mag HI kso..
un.. prang gnun dn.. nkkhiya n ewan..
kso xempre, mas great ung feeling ky eyes.. duhh.. naging
ULTIMATE crush q un n hlos mlapt q n mhalin..
kso.. un.. prang basta, impocbleng mgkgs2 un..
status ko knina..: fighting with/for: destiny or dream..
am i gonna fight the destiny..
or fight for my dream..
destiny.. c ******.. lalaban b q para dun o..
c eyes n lng.. mananatili akong tagahanga nia hanggang
mapancn nia ako at makontento dun..?
ewan. ang gulo eh...
haayyy..


fred's corner.
anung gnagwa mo?
ds past few days, sbi mo d mo alam s knilang 2..
tpos ngaun sasabihan mo xa ng gnun..
GAGU k b?
think fred..
nkakainis k...
ewan..



mga lalaki tlga..
tsk.tsk.tsk.

best things..

this one cames from another blog ng clasm8 q..

and its kinda cute dats why i copied it..
but wait, i think kinopya nya lng dn to..
hehe.. enjoy reading mascians!
(ds s my first post for the day..)
ibig sbhn my ksunod p mamaya..

40 BEST THINGS OF BEING A MASCIAN

40 Best Things About Being A Mascian:
Have you ever regretted studying in Masci? Have you wondered how your life would be if it weren't for this school? Well, for those of you who can't find enough reasons to celebrate being a Mascian, here are 40 reasons, in celebration of our more than forty years, to think otherwise:

1. You study in a school where winning is mandatory and excellence is a tradition to uphold. You should be proud of that. Whatever mistake you commit, you are still regarded as intellectually gifted. **true!.. wait, true?
2. Masci is nationally acclaimed. Every victory and triumph of the school is also your success. Where else could you get superlative exaltation for doing absolutely… nothing?
**d nman cguro.. nagbbgay dn nman ng moral support!
3. You get to be called the hope of the future. Everywhere you turn, you are a hometown hero.
**kung alam lng nila...
4. You belong to the first ever science high school in the Philippines. You belong to the original. All others are copycats.
**yea.. one thing that i'm proud of.. ORIG kmi!
5. You enjoy quality education. And that includes truckloads of homework, projects, subject requirements, tests, etc. And who could ever forget those abominable notebooks?
**enjoy? what the?!
6. You are privileged to have express tickets to the best colleges and universities.
**oo nman.. masaya un! ü
7. You pay nothing to the school. In other words, you're simply a parasitic leech sucking the school's funds dry. So don't ever think you have the right to destroy and ruin other people's lives.
**public na parang private science/pilot school...
8. You learn to love studying.
**i love studying. and I hate it.
9. You look extremely smart to outsiders. People actually believe that Mascians are made out of brains.
**xempre..(proud!) [kung alam lang nila.. ]
10. Masci has "The Nucleus" and "Ang Ubod," the best secondary school papers this side of the planet. No questions asked.
**asan n nga pla ubod natin.. sayang naman...
11. Mascians swim exclusively in the "Batis ng Diwa." You get the picture.
**nkalangoy k n b s batis ng diwa..? (peace out seniors! ü)
12. You learn a lesson or two in life. And that does not include all the shenanigans you pick up in class.
**a lesson or two? ive got three!
13. Mascians are a diverse bunch of people. The probability of meeting your soul mate and your hell-raiser is high.
**hell raiser? oo nman.. soul mate..ewan.cguro.
14. Masci has a historical artifact, the Bordner Building. Why go to Vigan, Ilocos Sur when you can visit the Bordner Building for that Spanish civilization ambience?
**my multo dun eh.. gudluck to upcoming freshies
15. You are educated by beautiful, funny, extraordinary, and open-minded teachers. Perhaps that is a bit of an overstatement.
**beautiful, funny, extraordinary, and open-minded teachers.. konti lng cla..
16. Masci has its share of famous alumni. Unfortunately, Mascians who make it to the entertainment industry conceal their identities. They use screen names. Besides, no one will believe your statements when you say a famous celebrity graduated from your school.
**bakit nman c tuesday, proud xa.. d q n kylangang ipagcgawn p
17. Mascians have over-supportive and ever so protective parents.
**tulad ng mga parents n pagpsok mo andun s my gate.. pag uwi, andun p rn.
18. Your school is just in front of the Supreme Court and the NBI. Whenever there are protests or rallies, classes tend to be cancelled. Too much noise inhibits learning and gives students a well-deserved break.
**sana lage my rally noh?
19. Mascians are neighbors with students of UP Manila. You are a step away from the premiere university of the nation.
**nursing lng un eh.. sna my masci dn s diliman at los banos..
20. Masci is very accessible from anywhere in the metropolis, where most Mascians live. And yet, students still develop the habit of arriving late in school.
**(ouch..) over confident n xe..
21. Mascians are taught foreign languages. You can speak in so many different languages to impress anyone. Even though your statements are completely senseless, no one will ever know.
**french and jap.. enjoy! sna my mandarin nd spanish...
22. There's always room for improvement in Masci. Cleaning tasks are endless. A dream come true for obsessive-compulsive neat freaks.
**clearance kraniwan.. pag my stain, indi cleared.. amp!
23. It's impossible to get lost in Masci. Mascians thus, have a good sense of direction. Or it simply means that the school is too small. Even if you have the world's worst sense of direction, you'll never lose your way in Masci.
**anu nmang ggwin s mlaking space if ever n meron?
24. You are administered with a healthy dose of metropolitan pollution. The spirit of the city will always be with you. Even at your sleep, you will always remember the gagging stench of poisonous gases.
**remember, we are on taft ave., beside the jeeps,buses,lrt nd everything
25. Lots of adventures await you. Research work will bring you to places you never dared to go before.
**[excited.]
26. Lots of surprises are in store for you. For the first time, you'll get a taste of instant summative tests and sudden mood swings from the teachers.
**konti lng ung mga gnun...
27. You enjoy freebies. Mascians benefit from exclusive scholarships granted by the top universities in the country as well as in other parts of the globe. They are granted to you and your kind alone.
**[enjoy]
28. English rooms decorated with Math facts and figures are solely for Mascians' use.
**[ouch] room nmin gnun eh
29. Some of the facilities you use today are authentic antiques, which date back in the early 60's. Cobwebs and dust are included.
**found mostly.. bordner bldg.. kinda museum like..
30. Masci has its share of ghosts, evil spirits, and urban legends. Just try visiting the school at midnight, and you'll experience unspeakable sheer terror. Or better yet, just take a look around your class. You might be surprised to see that your classmates are even creepier than ghouls.
**haha c paul at jheri.. peace!
31. Mascians have "up-to-date" facilities. The state of the art equipment outdates even the tools from the Stone Age.
**recycle.
32. Daylight saving time comes to the rescue of Mascians starting November.
**END of nov to be exact..
33. You have your own zoo. The school has chickens, cats, and fishes. And occasionally, your classmates will turn into the worst kind of pigs and monkeys.
**no chicken and fishes.. pusang gala n lng..
34. You own Paco Park. Mascians are the self-proclaimed owners of the park. Plans for expanding territory are under way.
**reunion anyone?
35. The public announcement system is a laugh riot. Every morning, all of the students' disciplinary problems are broadcasted for the entire universe to hear.
**parcs.. bangs.. hehe peace!
36. The number of rich people among Mascians is increasing. That means more funds and more donations to solicit.
**no comment
37. You have a Nipa Hut. This makes the school look at more like Old McDonald's farm for kids.
**you can't enter the nipa hut n noh!
38. There is no limitation in expressing your thoughts. Desks and armchairs are mediums for Mascian communication. The chat room has invaded the classroom.
**that's why... clearance:varnish chairs!
39. You will never have trouble finding the comfort rooms. The sweet pungent aroma will lead you to its lair.
**social n ngaun.. my flush n!
40. Masci is near Robinsons Place, plain and simple. Need we say more?
**its the mascians haven..


Haven't you changed your mind yet? If not, there's nothing else to do but to look for another school. Sorry, your problems are beyond our help.


kulet.. pero feeling ko collage n writter nito.. anyways is still fun!..

karla

karla: learning the art of letting go..
nd i think i shud too..
i promise.(just try) not to talk about him in this blog.
and this is the last time for me to talk about him..


||although I know deep inside, that I can't stop
thinking about him.. shit, it really hurts......~

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this past few days, d n aq nkkpgpost..
ds week xe is the.."damn clearance week"
aww.. du u know wat does it min?
its the week of sleepless nights..
bigger eyebegs..
crammed projects...
nd...
school as sleeping place...
nkkpgod.. tpos s bio.. mejo may kulang p aq...
pinaparusahan ata aq ni God..
pero knina.. mejo enjoy.. pagod lng tlga..
from 10:00 to 4:00 ala aq klase..
10-12 is vacant 12-1 is lunch
while 1-4 ay nsa audi pra mag inspect ng playfeast
ok ang playfeast, ang gling ng ptolemy!
lalu n c kuya jeffrey.. congrats sa kanya.
best actor xa. at ang ptol, hinakot ang awards.. gling nila eh!
mgaling dn c ate alyssa, nanalo kc xa ng best actress
for sisa.. hlos club officers nanalo.. hehe go gabay!
mgaling lhat.. kso ung hertz.. gs2 ko tlga 2nd cla..
kso minus 10 dw kc overtime..
so un.. nlungkot c kuya ronniel..
"k lng yan kuya.."
nkkpgod lng kc akyat baba kmi ni karla..
so un, sbra pgod..

fred's corner..
fred naiintindhan kta,
lam ko n ayaw mo n magkamali ulit.
dnt wori, bsta kng anu nraramdman mo,
sbhin mo lng. maiintindhan k ni karla..
nga pla.. congrats s ate mo ha..

"his" corner..
msakit pero kylangan..
ayoko ng ipagcgawan s iba.. sawa n ko..
magsaya k n lng.. ok n ko..
pero sana, wag k mna mkipgcommunicate..
mxado png msakit eh..
tandaan mo n lng..
"mahal p rn kta.."

lost.

do you wanna know my feeling ryt know..
this time..
i feel very sad..
really, truly, very sad..
and i really don't know what to do...


i really want to start something new..
but how..?
i've lost everything.. everything.
i feel stupid..
shet.
thse words are just fucking lies..
and i can't believe i believed those shitty words..
although, i know i'll feel soo much happy if ever
he's gonna tell those words again..
para akong tanga..
galit na galit ako ngayon,
but still umaasa ako ngayon...
at nagmamahal pa rin..
my friends still don't know what happened..
kaso nkita nila sa blag na to..
so un.. nagthankyou aq s isang friend s ibang year
he gave advice
at nka2long..
pero hindi p rn pdeng marepair ang lahat
sa isang iglap lang..



sa lahat ng katangahang ginawa ko..



ito yung "worth"



xe khit sandali.. sumaya aq..



kahit saglit.. nkalimutan kong my ibang problema..



at sa 11months..




nasabi kong my isang jeremae,
na nag eexist dito..




pero tpos n lhat..



and know, i'll walk alone..



with no one..



i crushed...




i'm alone..




and now i'm lost..




the thing now is to forget my past..

but,

i see him,
beside me
it’s only a dream
a vision of what used to be
the laughter,
the sorrow
pictures in time
fading to memory
how could I ever let you go
is it too late to let you know
i try to run from your side
but each place I hide
it only reminds me of you
when I turn out all the lights
even the night
it only reminds me of you
I needed my freedom
this what I’ve thought
but I was a fool to believe
my heart lied while you cried
rivers of tears
but I was too blind to see
everything we’ve been through before
now it means so much more
so come back to me
i’m down on my knees
boy can’t you see
and i know.. you can't
but after all these things..
boy, i still love you..
i still.. and will always.. FOREVER

rose.thorns.

un n..
its almost eleven freaky months..
n d q alam kng aabot p ng one year..
last night, my cousin txtd me..
and asked. "wat wud u feel kng mttpos n ang lhat s knya"
pnaptnung nia yan..
i didn't reply..
i don't know...
d q alam kng anu mraramdman ko..
kng anu ggwin ko kng mwawala xa..
the 11th monthsari on the fourh of april..
pero mula nung 6th.. d n kmi nagkkta..
xe mraming humahadlang..
but still.. khit gnun, nanatili p rn ang communication..
pero nung 9th, nputol pti connections..
tpos.. bgla xang magttx ng gnun...
ang skit.. sbra..
he gave me roses..
and now.. its torns are hurting me..

and i don't know what to do..
last nyt i thought its just a joke from my cusin..
ngaung hapon ko lng nlaman n gling pla s knya un..
i don't know if he's serious or not..
pero d mgandang joke un...
at lalong hindi magiging mganda kng 22o tlga un..
nttkot ako..
n mag end n lng lhat..
he's the first.. and i hope.. the last.
pero kgbi..
i thought.. cguro nga wlang mangyayari..
preho n kming nihirapan..
d 2lad ng dti..
dti xe.. were free..
pero ngaun.. all the things are getting harder..
d q alam kng mgkkta p kmi..
d q n alam kng anung nangyari s knya...
at kng anu ang nraramdman nia..
d p kmi nag uusap...
pero ngaun p lng.. nttkot n ko...
kgbi.. iniicp ko plang n tpucn n lhat..
pero ngaung nagbabanta n...
prang ayoko.. prang d ko tlga kakayanin..
mhirap eh.. gs2 kng bguhin lhat...
pero d q alam kng pano...
ang hirap xe dti..
ibang tao ang nilalabanan namin...
ngaun.. prang aq n lng ang nkikipaglaban...
s destiny.
s ibang tao..
s feelings nia..
dti.. i thought.. love is like a rose..
its pure.. tender.. forever.

but i didn't think it has its thorns..
they're just small thorns..
but still.. they can kill you.












its not yet final..


d p xre ang lhat



d p kmi nag uusap..



pero kng ngaun p lng.. gnto n nraramdman ko..





pnu p kya pg un n tlga ang totoo..





22loy p b q s pkikipglban..?




o hahayaan ko n lng xang mwala...






xiet..










i wanna die... ang sakit

the day...

the day's normal..
haah.. xcept for the test...
pero.. nkk2wa dn no...
the mock test was harder than the actual...
so un.. still hoping n mkapasa...
this day was indeed a happy one...
hehe.. happy for my friends.. for my brother.. and for myself...


here I was an empty piece of a shell,
Just mindin' my own world;
Without even knowin' what love and life were all about.

Then you came,
You brought me out of the shell;
You gave the world to me
And before I knew,
There I was so in love with you.

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you.

I love the touch of your hair
And when I look in your eyes
I just know, I know I'm on to something good

And I'm sure my love for you will endure
Your love will light up my world;
And take all my cares away with the aching part of me.

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you.

You taught me how to love,
You showed me how tomorrow and today
My life is diff'rent from the yesterday;
And you, you taught me how to love
And darling I will always cherish you
Today, tomorrow and forever.

And I'm sure when evening comes around
I know we'll be making love like never before;
My love, who could ask for more?

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you.
When I met you.

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you.
When I met you.


aww... wat a beautiful song...
hehe.. xempre one of my favorites yan...
ok... happy for my friends xe... c karla at c fred...
mejo, mejo p lng.. together again...
they were happy with each other...
mas ok.. n..
my feeling p rn c fred dun ky ...
pero ewan.. ayoko pangunaahn c fred...
basta wlang nsasaktan ok n...
hehe.. gudlak.. s knya...
tpos.. happy para s bro ko...
xe bday nia. hapibday jeri!
haayy.. mlapit n ang summer..
ang grad..
bday ni karla.
bday ni fonsie at ni eyes.
bday ni cho..
andmi...
aalis n rn ang seniors.. nkakamiss. tuloy.
mababait xe seniors.. friendly cla n.. ewan..
basta pag umalis cla ammimiss nmin cla..
pero aus n rn un..
kesa nman d n cla umalis ng masci. kwawa nman cla nun.
and then the upcoming freshmen..
everytime we see students passing the requirements..
"hayy ganyan dn ako eh... wayway back.."
blis dn no?
un n un... hehe

muling ibalik

monday.
wahh.. review lng...
so 1230 uwian. pero ung ibang year gnun p rn...
haay.. knina i really want to post or sumthing...
xiet, nkakainis i don't know what to type...












nkakainis...


ahh..




ngalit sken c jm...


i admit nman eh..

un. nagsori aq..


ngkbati nman kmi...



tpos c karla kinikilig...


together again cla ni....



hehe.. tpos c halo resourceful n..



lhat kce ng basura ko nirerecycle nia...



bsura dn pla ng iba....



so un..



nkakainis.. kc wla aq s mood magpost...


nkakainis tlga..

new

yea..
a new template.. AGAIN..
nacra kc ung dti... so pnalitan q n...
its the birthdat of my ever loving father..
Hapi birthday ama.. mahal kita...
the day started n late aq gmicng...
well ok lng d nman aq late....
meeting de avance n xe...
so un spech..speech.. speech...
jm was shouting nd shouting para s pepsi...
pnakamgandang speech ay c oli.. haha
kya nanalo... as in anlaki ng lamang niya...
tpos coke..
mejo mrami nainis dun s speech ni... ************
yan mhaba. d hlata...
neofights dw.. kya un.. andmi nainis...
pero, k lng.. its just para s campaign....
aus nman ung s coke...
kso walang hiya ang supporters ng pepsi,
kya mas energetic ung s Pepsi..
pero mgaganda nman ung s coke ok n rn....
pero my isang part n kbas2san pra ky eyes...
nung tnawag ung name nia.. umambon!
nagtayuan kc lhat.. so un, mejo nbastos...
pero 2luy 2loy p rn... lkas ng fighting spirit...
kya 2migil kagad ung ulan, natakot s knya...
c *halo*? bati n kmi... para kcng s dmi ng glit s knya..
sbrang nbabastos n xa....
2lad ng paglalagay ng kababuyan s name niya...
grabe un.. so un bti n kmi.. khit ntalo xa.. k lng...
mhalaga... gs2 nia tlga pangalagaan ang masci...
grabe.. anu kya ang dulot s akin ng bday ni papa..?
bkt bgla aq bmait.. xet!
hehe... so un.. pnalo lhat pepsi, xcept kuya maki...
ok lng un...maki p rn aq.. hehe..
nga pla.. my nag tag dun s sbox....
ung 2ngkol s jr's...
d q dn po alam kng cnu un...
sori s mga jr.... cguro d lng tlga gnun kaclose ang
mga batch ntin....
pkiintindi n lng... soree tlga...
at, kng glit man aq s jr.. naiinis lng dhil dun s mga babae...
pero d n nman ngaun...
s boys nman n jr., naiinis lng nman aq pag
nang iinis s knya... ung mga bnabanggit kong negro?
wag n lng.. bsta.. peace to jr.'s....
nga pla.. in relation to jr.,
hapi monthsari ky fwances at anj...
hehe.. best wishes...






*fred- d kta maintindihan..
pero prang naiintindhan kta....
cguraduhin mo ang lhat...
para wlang gulo...
ayoko ng nasasaktan c karla....






un lng!....

happy.. not.

march 4 2007
libing ni tito..
dpat nung fri..
kso d n2loy..
saturday, pnta kmi ng pque.. 12 n kmi umuwi...
dpat ddrecho n kmi s bulacan,
kso mxado malau tpos gbi n...
so un.. gcng n lng dw ng 4am...
alis n lng kmi ng 5.. so un puyat..
pgkgcng q ng 4...
"wonderful day.. happy monthsarry"












wow.. ganda ng cmula...
pero d gnun kganda ung ending...
so un.., ligo.. alis kagad...
we had our breakfast s chowking...
dun s bhay nung tito ko...
nameet q ung mga cuzin q...
as if wlang lamay..... kc nman, ang sya p ng kwentuhan dun...
na meet q rn ung second cuzins q...
hehe, ngaun q lng cla nameet...
pero, nagksndo kmi kagad...
tpos, npnta ung usapan s number four...
umalis aq...
from 8am to 10pm..
nagttx aq s knya... post paid xa so its very impossible n mwalan xa ng load...
i've tried to call him, pero d nya cnasgot ung phone nia,
or.. pnaptay....












ds shud be a happy day...
pero d un ung nangyari....
cguro nga nga kylangan ko mag mourn....
para s tito ko at para s srili ko....
yes kmi nga....
pero prang wla lng...
nkakainis...
nkklungkot...
ewan ko..
d q alam...
mnsan naicp q tapucn ang lhat...
pero everytym i tried.... prang d q kya...
iniicp q plang umuurong n q....
10 months n..
pero 4 months nang d nagkkta...
wla ng nangyayari....
ayaw kong tapucn un ngaun...
xe by april mkkita q ulit xa..
at bka magcc lng aq...
pero kse... nttkot aq n kng kylan d q n kyang mwala ung panget n un...
chaka p aq iwan...
nkktkot dn un....
pero ewan...
basta....
bhala n....

boring

yeah, boring.. very boring..




~second day of test
~pnagsbay ang bio at social..
~ultramegasuperduper review to the max..
~pressure..
~nkakita ng enkantos, katutubo at tkabalang..


*oops!*



enkanto? katutubo? tikbalang?..
yea.. i saw them...
that's why enjoy ang kalahati ng araw ko..
the group of boys n pnakaayaw ko...
hehe cla un...
ung mga panget n engkanto, ung kamag-anak ni paul n katutubo,
yung tikbalang, at ang kanyang sidekick, ung tiyanak...
yea, on my point of view... or in OUR point of view...
(hehe mejo mdami kmi.. thanks to edison people..)
cla ung mga wlang mgawa s buhay, kaya nkakainis...
uhmm.. bgay dn s knila ung term n.. wag n lng.. hehe
bsta.. ganito kc un...





test, den dpat nood kmi sine.. kso d pde, kylangan q uwi ng maaga..
kaya un..
kainmna s mcdo..
kso cla lng ang kmain...
la aqng gana...
den suddenly, hbang kmakain c karla at my inoorder s jm..
dmating ung grupo ng mga panget...
un nkita ni cho, npacgaw my kabayo!
inde... tikbalang yan hehe...
tpos dumaan mlapt s min ung mga engkanto...
s loob ng utak ko....
n d q alam kng saan galing,...
nadevelop ang slitang engkanto....
tnawag nman n katutubo ni jm ung isa....
twanan lng kming 3....
gs2 ni cho n mraming gravy, un, lmapit kmi s gravy, at ntapon q!
(sorry dun s waiter...)
tpos nun umalis n kmi, naiwan ung mga engkanto

nandun n kmi s bhay ng ruther, i min s astral.. lgi kc kmi andun..
naalala ni cho n naiwan nia pla ung bag nia s mcdo..
so un, bmalik kmi...
my nkaslubong kmi, we tried to hide our faces w/ the clear book...
wah! that was a white elephant...
useless! kc ktang kta ung faces nmin n twa ng twa s knila...
nkktwa nman tlga....
so un, uwi n dn kmi...
pnta s libing uwi
online
tpos ngaun nag popost n q...
'm so bored...
my gs2 aq gwin pero d q alam....
kya un... hanggang d2 n lng post ko.....